Can my life be the same life like in the past? I doubt so... Everyone keeps changing from one environment to another. Making new friends in poly and ignore ur friends tat we used to be very close... Tat wat i m observing now.

Everyone just forget their friends which they used to be very close in school or at work or at play. N now become a "Hi bye" friends only. Sending a msg to ask how r u or wat n sad to say some just ignore it... Not even wanting to reply it and some just don take the initative to send a gentle msg to friends. They just forget or i can say that they just trying to forget their old friends.

Lets not talk abt this anymore. I survive in SP 1 week liao but den i still feel sad in my heart le... Some may know y. Many qns in my heart still left unanswer le... many doubts to it.... I don know i can survive 3 yrs or not le.... I still struggling... Is not the modules tat make me feel like giving up is just some reason lo. Haiz. Make new friends and forget old friend is just wat i wan to say today.... Haiz... Did I make the right choice? i really have no idea. Every single day, we are make a decision. How do we know we made the correct 1?

I know many will say don give up this course. Becos not many ppl are given the chance to study poly and i shouldn't give up so easily. How many ppl are given the chance? Sometimes god give us chance but do other ppl given the chance 2? I really don know other ppl will give me chance or not but everyone should be given at least a chance rite... Y i don deserve any? Izzit becos of my character or wat.

I wish i can always be the happy person everytime i saw u but den i think u can't see me happy anymore. Too many doubts unsolve... I can't nv be the same anymore.......