Everything has change and i really cannot take it anymore... Breaking down soon and i really don know wat to do now. Haiz... Don feel like living in this world maybe i shouldn't have born. I don know how to continue on wif my life and studies... Really feel like quitting school.

I'm useless in everyone eyes ba. i feel helpless now. I fall into it too deep liao. No one can help me de even myself oso can't help myself. I can nv be a happy person in front of all of u liao. even if i seem happy i just wearing a mask in front of u guys....

我还能做什么, 我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够.
我还要做什么 你才不离开我?

If life is a game, i totally lost it and even myself....