I think she change alot ever since we study poly. Got new friends den become like tat. Not the usual she tat i used to know. And i think she seem to avoiding me. Nvm i just lost my fighting spirits to continue my study anymore liao and i thinking of quitting liao. And please don come and ask me y or wat. Please. Let me be alone

I just feel like crying now. After all i still lonely. Anyway just one word to describe me useless ba... I change my name to useless. No matter how much i done, is still not enough ba compare to him rite. After all, i still not given any chance. I always nv stand a chance ba i guess. Now everythings seem meaningless to me... I don feel like living anymore. Maybe my friend jia hui is rite, we shouldn't have come into this world. If i can choose i rather not to be born.

原来这才是真的你, 无法掌握自己的心, 偶尔又选择逃避. 忘了什么叫做珍.

你不在 当我最需要爱.