Now i know. To someone i'm just a freaking monster ba. Haiz Just wat did i do wrong. That the qns i been asking myself over n over. I guess in life, i make alot of regretful decisions ba. If i can choose or turn the time ba tats wouldn't happen or even make me sad when i think of......
Lets not talk abt this for the time being. Damn it i hurt my back. Hope it will recover soon as i going to join SP hockey club soon. If not, i can't join their practice. Lets talk abt wat happen this week ba.
On tues, finally got back my STATS CA 2 marks. Guess wat, when i looked at my marks i was damn shocked lo. I got 90 marks man. I thought i will get 78 as Mr Samik told the class that 1 person got 78 n 1 person got 87 n 5 person got full marks as for the rest is abt 90 plus. So i thought i will get the lowest in class as i always the 1 to get the lowest in my class de. Nv did i expect that, really have to thanks joshua (mr hongster) n Ming yan (gary cao ge) haha for helping me sia... Den after morning class, went back home to prepare as i have to go for the ITE Graduation Ceremony. In the first place, i think i shouldn't have go sia.... If i know this will happen, i shouldn't have go.... I should go for my ECONS and STATS lectures. Forget it think more will just make me even more sad. I now damn emo sia...
On wed, wanted to meet her for lunch but in the end nope. I guess she just don wan to see me ba... I'm just a freaking monster. So in the afternoon, went to westmall to settle some bill for my mom. Wa i think nowadays, i overspend my $$$ sia... How many of u actually got calculate ur expenses every month? I calculated mine n i was damn shocked lo... Around $500 for the month of July sia... Wow i was quite shocked man.... I guess i need to do some arrangement and hope that i will not buy any unneccessary stuff liao...
As for today, I got back my PACC CA 2. I pass but not very high. But at least i improve haha... Den after tutorial, my classmates ask me wan go KBOX or not. Den i say i can't cos i promise my mom to accompany her to the bank. Den they say after bank den go meet them, den i say don wan tired haha... Actually, i wan to rest de cos my back hurt sia. Damn hurt lo...
Haiz... tml getting back EC test sia. I guess i fail ba cos my language not very strong as compared to my class. There only 1 failure in my class for EC. I guess its me. Haiz... Less than 1 month time, i will be having my mid-sem exam liao... Gonna start my revision soon....