Life has always not been good for me since i left ITE. Did i make the correct decision? I myself oso don know. Today got back my ECONS CA2 paper as well as CD Personal Reflection Report. Shocked once again and oso damn lucky cos i thought i will fail my ECONS again but to my surprise i pass n is just pass. Damn heng lo. Thanks god and oso li jia who pray for me haha... Thanks....
Today had CD CIP presentation, wanted to pon de but in the end i still go. Haiz overall still ok la for the presentation but my personal reflection report haiz sad to say just pass as for my classmates all get so high marks. I nv expect to get so low le cos i wrote the story damn touching lo... But nv help me haiz quite disappointed man... wat i always expect nv happen just like me n her. I always thought i stand a chance even though the chance may seem very very very slim. But i willing to try just not her haiz... Wat can i do??? Just like wat li jia told me during ITE days she treated me but ever since we came to poly. Things totally changed. Ur attitude towards me TOTALLY changed. which i told u before u have change yet u still don wan to realised it. Maybe i just deceiving myself. How long m i going to deceiving myself? I guess its time up for me liao ba... Just wat u wrote before. Once a scar there always a scar. N u know wat i have already got the scar. N is too deep. DO u know tat! I guess u don know de la.... Anyway, if u happen to read my blog, do take care of ur leg, i know u got swollen leg rite. Take care n jia you for the coming exam.
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Haiz... Gonna prepare for exam liao. Presentation is all over and next week i got ITAB Word ICA and EC listening test before the mid-session test is up. Gonna start revising if not i going to fail my module which i don wan la... I still got alot alot of work to catch up cos for my ECONS rite combine CA 1 n 2 i still fail man... The upcoming CA 3 weightage is 20% lo... So really need to buck up liao.... August is a busy month for me. Alot of event coming up Poly 50 n national day is this week... Next week test, den following week is exam. Jia you everyone...
