Been working since last friday which is Good Friday. Double pay man... this week still need to work but heng fri going to be a rest day for me. School starting soon which is next week sia... Very sian 8 weeks of holidays just pass like tat. I kinda feel useless n lousy cos wat i intend to do during holidays did not actually start or do sia...

I made a gravely mistake which might ruin my future. haiz i feel lost n don know wat to do? If time can go back i really don wan all this to happen... Wat are human mankind searching for the rest of their life? I really don know wat we as human being living for? Money? Power? Or everything??? I'm clueless now? I oso don know wat i searching for???

Recently one of my friend told me i can become US citizen. But there are some requirement and i still thinking abt it. Should i give up my Singaporean citizenship n become US citizen? I'm considering now. I nv discuss it wif my family cos they will surely object de... haiz :(