spread ur wings, feel the vibe

2009-09-03T12:39:00.003+08:00

Today is my official school holiday. Ytd had my last paper which is Financial Market & Institution (FMI). Was really a disaster for me. Struggle all the essay qns. One of the qns ask about State Wealth Fund when was it originated man... I totally give up on that qns. Tat gone my 20 marks. Haix

Feeling very uneasy these few days. I personally don know y? Maybe is becos i not tat busy tat y i kinda feel uneasy. Cos i decided to earn less income this holidays as i got other things to do. Probably catching up wif friends. Cos I've been neglecting them for so long so now making up time for them. Hope they will make up some spare time for me too. Haha...

Recently, I got a BIG bang on my head. And now i having frequent headaches man... i don know y.. Haix...

2009-08-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day of work as Singtel AMPed promoter. Sian jobless again haix sad man haha gonna find new job.

Sian man gonna study for FMI. Ytd went to my friend birthday party at his bf condo. After work quickly rush down sia den stay there till 10 plus... Den heard from my friends say FMI got quite alot to memorize cos 4 qns of essay le den don know wat they will ask sia.... Damn hell la paper on wed... Other ppl are having holidays now den yet me still need to study for last paper. Damn siao diao la... Haix

2009-08-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

OH Man!!!

Shitty day for me. Flunk my FA paper i guess. Too many ratios and wat i remember the ratios all nv tested only those ratios that i think won't come out really come out. F**K sia den my cash flow statement oso cannot tally don know how to calculate for the last part. DAMN shit la....

After paper went to marina square to buy birthday present. Went to this Xin Wang Taiwan cafe @ CityLink Mall. Den after tat went to ESPIRIT to buy something for birthday gal which will be celebrating on sat. Was quite fed-up over some issue abt the sharing $$$. Only 1 person whose budget is less than wat we have agreed to.

Haix still got FMI paper to go on wed.... And really don know wat to study for FMI sia.

FMI = CMI (cannot make it)....

2009-08-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

Current mood: moody

I really don know why my mood today is super low. I kinda feel the emptiness and don really have the mood to do anything including revise for tml paper which is FA. What to do man? I have been struggling to concentrate but i just couldn't help it. I have been daydreaming the whole day.

I need HELP!!!

2009-08-25T21:59:00.003+08:00

I hope a brand new day tml!

Today's FF paper was a disaster for me haha some question easy some question damn difficult and tricky. I just hope i can pass this paper. 1 paper DOWN 2 more to go!

Another good news is that i confirm got commission for my job for the Singtel AMPed man... Yeah happy man should really thanks those who download music that contribute me for my commission thanks yo!

Gonna start mugging for FA which is a deadly paper for me. Alot of ratios to remember plus need to do financial statement analysis as well as consolidation account which i really fear of haha.... Sound scary to me man...

2009-08-24T23:55:00.003+08:00

Stress & Scared???

A few more hours to go I will be having my first paper which is Fundamental of Finance (FF). Hope I can score well for this paper. Haix Thursday will be having Financial Accounting paper which is most difficult paper for me. I just hope i can clear all papers.

Hope everyone jia you for their papers!

2009-08-22T00:16:00.004+08:00

OMG???

Happen to view a blogger blog which I saw them visiting New York. One of my biggest dream in life is to visit New York someday. How I wish someone will sponsor me air tickets just to fly me from SG to NY for my 21st birthday haha:)

OMG and they are staying in one of the hotel in the Financial District. I hope i could be there someday and make it big at there haha:)

Picture credited to lyndsey for taking such a nice view of NY.

2009-08-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!

Less than 5 days i'm will be having my 1st paper and that is FF. Followed by FA and then FMI. I'm a shitty student i know cos i wanted to study but wat did i do for the past few days NTH man... Haiz i just hope for the best for my exam...

A person who knows alot, speak alittle. But a person who don know much, speak alot. So who do you belong to???

2009-08-14T22:15:00.001+08:00

Oh Yeah!!!

Finally presentation, Q&A session, role play n MA1 online quiz finally all D.O.W.N!!! Can really chill alittle before mugging for sem exam. Monday still got CRM CA sia. Don't really know wat to study cos is like fucked up shit la i totally screw up my last CA which i really study real hard but it turn out to be shitty la. Make me don like CRM anymore.

And know wat got a low "B" for CRM report la. Damn shitty la... I really can't imagine one of the group last min work still can get a low "A" for their report. And somemore they fake out the survey result. Sian diao la. Forget it la.... Life is always like tat. This world is so unfair.

Super pai seh ytd cos early morning was having MA1 exam which is mcq online quiz den my lecturer say cannot have any form of communication but we use facebook discussion group to discuss the qns sia.. But during the exam rite i forgot to switch to silent sia den message come in and my message ringtone is the msn ringtone den whole class laugh sia. Super pai seh sia. Hope they laugh and forget abt this haha....

2009-07-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

How many more to go???

Stress Stress Stress!!! The stress level is going up soon. With so many things to complete before exam, how am i going to study for exam??? Even though CRM report submitted already still got FF which due on Fri, MA due next week and also FA CA 2 coming monday. I think i going to flunk this paper n maybe go for the retest liao cos no time to study man.

GEMS role play still on discussion and CRM Q&A session plus RWPS Presentation and MA exam coming soon. Oh man, I need a break but I just can't afford to take a break. End of August is my exam - 25, 29 and 2 Sep. Luckily 3 papers only if not going to die.

Went for a short interview at Universal Music for some Singtel job. I guess I done average for the interview but i really hope i got the job man... Cos they only select 10 ppl to work nia... And i taking a risk on it cos my former employer call me and i think they need me to work for iphone or something but i did not answer the call. If Universal Music did not select me for the job, then GG liao jobless for me. No weekends job liao tat mean no cash inflow. More outflow haha.... OMG financial accounting term, i think i siao liao... maybe is too stress gonna study for my FA CA soon. Hope i can pass man...

2009-07-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

Miss the Good Old Days!!!

Was call back to work last min cos they thought got inform me sunday got deploy me for work. But in the end when Esther call me ask me y i still haven report for work, I got shocked man. Wanted to go out wif sis to repair her macbook but in the end have to cancel. Bo bian no work = no $$$ so went to work haha....

Super miss the good old days cos is work at Boon Lay Shopping Centre. The environment nv change but working wif different kinds of ppl is totally different. I damn miss working wif Shu Wei, Jack, Zhi Xin, Jian Hui... Its been like 1 year ago but now went back to boon lay to work the feeling is totally different. Super miss the good old days man... I hope i still have the chance to work wif them again....

2009-07-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

In life, wat u think may not turn out to be wat u think is it to be...

How can we ensure the final outcome is really wat we thought?

2009-07-15T03:26:00.002+08:00

Rushing Racing for Time!

Damn god... Got tons & tons of projects, reports and presentation and role-play to do man....

CRM & RWPS - Report, Presentation and Q&A session, RJ 2
FF - Report
MAI - Country report
EPI - Role play.

Just finish RWPS trial presentation n i'm quite satisfy with the presentation although is a trial run only but still got film it down man cos need to do RJ from the presentation. Got back most of my MST paper. Overall was quite disappointing man especially CRM. I study so hard yet i gotten that kind of result. And oso for FF. I admit i did not put in enough effort to study for FF but i just wasn't lucky to manage a pass which make me more angry cos my friend nv study yet the lecturer make him just pass. Its like wtf la... I oso border-line yet y can she oso make me pass. Damn unfair la... Forget it....

Was quite surprised for FMI cos i was kinda predict my essay part to get like 10 marks or less and it turn out to be surprise with 16 marks. Cos after the mcq we immediately know how much we score for mcq den i needed 5 more marks to pass FMI and it shocked me when i gotten back my paper for FMI. Cos the essay part is not from the lecture notes, it like general knowledge for Financial market.

Sian man after National Day will be exam liao... Damn fast la. Before august need to submit reports and other stuffs... Where got time like tat plus my group got FREE RIDER lo... IS REALLY TOTALLY NV CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING DE LO... Ask her to do chart using excel say don know how to. Is not asking her to use SPSS to do it yet she can't do it. Den my group leader say gone case for her.

Busy weeks continues next week

2009-07-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT

Damn it... Attended the Iphone training and i really got tempted by it. Much better than the previous Iphone 3G and also other phones i can say. Apple is just innovative in creating products man.... Damn cool la the new iphone 3G S which comes wif voice control which is like u can command ur phone to make call or open a tracks without u having to touch man.... Super cool la... I think i getting 1 sooner or later ba... Haha

Nowadays, I think i have been less productive than before. Damn i don wan to be like this maybe is becos i still haven get used after the 3 weeks break. I need to be more productive in order to achieve more things.

2009-07-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

LOST & BUSY

I starting to feel lost. I don know what happen to me? Anyway back to normal schooling and projects starts to haunting me again. Damn. Got back RJ 1 marks and i screw it up. Expected it anyway so is ok. But luckily gotten a C instead of a D grade. Now i know writing RJ is a tough haha must salute my friends in RP who have always been writing RJ ever since year 1 haha...

Sometimes when ppl ask me what course i'm studying and i reply Banking and Finance. Ppl have the misconception of become private banker. Tat not my objective of becoming a private banker. Going through today FMI lecture, I been inspired to become trader man. Sound fun and exciting of trading man. All the long, short, square terms coming out haha...

All my weekends are going to be burnt till 9 August due to work. Tat mean no resting on sat anymore.

2009-07-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

Stressful period is over BUT Hectic period is coming after tat.

MST is finally over but i guess i flunk 1 or 2 paper. Most likely will fail 1 which is FF(Fuck face) haha no la is Fundamentals of Finance. Damn tough la the mcq is like killer. Need to prepare out the cash budget all that. I didn't do it out somemore. I use my own calculation n some common sense to figure out the answer lo haha...

After MST will be back to normal schooling. Damn sian la still got don know how many projects coming man.... Macroeconomic analysis project again damn sian la even my friends say sian diao liao la got MA1 project again haha... Den i think FF still got n oso the ongoing CRM plus RWPS project still halfway through nia. Report still haven done just collated the survey result nia.

Coming weeks will be damn hectic for me cos back to work again. Study + work = no rest day for me. Even weekends no spare days for me to take a rest. I guess i will be like last time like tat again out in the morning back in the night which is like everyone is already sleeping tat kind.

Going back to normal lesson time like not very used to it liao cos the 3 weeks break i have been waking up not tat early compare to normal timetable. I have to get back to the old timing of mine.

2009-07-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS

Its 1.07am now n i have yet to be asleep cos was studying for MA1. Later on at 11.30am got MA1 test man.... FF was totally flunk. Prepared to take retest paper if got... Financial planning indeed is tough man... MCQ was totally freaking me out. Hope i can do better if got retest....

After MA1, 2 more papers to go. F**K la fri after MST still got GEMS.... Totally sian diao la.... No mood to go for GEMS ba maybe will pon haha...

Waiting for weekends to come man...

2009-06-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

REALIZE

After so many years, i came to realize. I should have this belief in my mind but sometimes its drifting further than i thought... And now i back to square one and i won't be repeating it again.... I hate the feeling of being holding up high n then drop down like hell the next moment... I really hate it man... And i gonna say i won't bother u anymore.

In life, there are so much things to achieve and i going to achieve them one by one....

2009-06-16T00:50:00.002+08:00

Mood: Slacker

Oh my god man.... My mood now is totally slack man. Its the 2nd week of holidays and i not yet even started my revision for MST. I just don have the mood to revise man. I don know y. Just feel like sleeping whenever I am at home. Cos u know during school days i hardly stay at home; beside school and i still need to work. Tat y i hardly stay at home. But now i m having holiday plus no schedule for work might as well stay at home to rest, damn lazy to go out even though friends chio me out but i just plain lazy to get my ass out of my bed haha....

Recently quite a few events happen. Last week went back to school to help out for the YES event. Den ask ah gu to accompany me to PC show cos i wan to buy keyboard. Den chat abt a few issue which makes me feel that our character are just stubborn.

Tml got SMART camp but i giving a miss even though i paid 5 bucks for the camp already. Cos i wan to study for MST (tat a bullish excuse i know) haha just treat it as i donate to charity ba haha...

I wan to congratz someone who is Jia Hui for been attached now. So i no need to help u matchmake liao ar... (Don't know if u will read my blog ma but if happen u read my blog i really sincerely wish u de)

Shall end here ba cos i need to study for CRM. Shall update when i free.

2009-06-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

Time + Chance = Fall for you again???

Will this equation be coming true someday??? I really have no idea.... I hope its will happen 1 fine day out of the blue... Haha den i will be Mr Happy again haha...

Recently got quite alot of equation need to be remember. Cos Macroeconomic analysis got damn hell alot of equation need to be understand n know how to apply. Haix sian la...

2009-06-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

Finally all done... Has been a real hectic week for me cos of the deadlines for projects and presentation. Thursday night rush out my portfolio till 3 plus 4 am and in the end i think i done quite badly for my portfolio as compared to my friend 1. He so detailed for his portfolio. Haix...

I can finally call for a break cos ITS MY HOLIDAYS NOW!!! But i can't rest too much man cos need to go for SMART event, camp and every wed got project discussion in school man sian... Need to work oso.... Shit man today got someone call me to promote Singtel new launch campaign, i really wanted to work but all crash wif my SMART event sia... Haix den bo bian reject the job offer. Damn sian la left a bad impression again...

I always care for my image n reputation. Reject the offer and my mood been low since den... Haix... Today in school walk past a few student n heard them asking a question which is "Will u care if ur other partner earn more $$$ than u??? Den i ask my friend n he answer he don mind cos love has no flaw.... Haha den he ask me back n i replied i will work 2 job haha... Maybe i care too much abt ability. Cos i do really care abt how outsider see me... I always strive for perfection but i know in reality there's no perfectionist. I mind how others see me.

Oh ya i just change my phone again which is last Sunday. Bought E71 black steel. Now i got 2 phone. Experia n E71. Haha

2009-06-04T01:27:00.003+08:00

Time now is 1.28am. I'm still not asleep yet. Know why cos i was rushing out the presentation slides for my team members which in less than few hours to go, we have to present our country report to our lecturer.

I going to be bonker soon... This week is damn damn freaking stress n hectic for me la.... Monday was the deadline for submission of FMI Fieldwork reports. Skip morning lecture to complete the 2 reports. Then tuesday need to submit RWPS RJ which i think i done wrongly la.... I think 15% gone for RWPS... Then just ytd (cos now is already thurs) had SMART briefing cum training. Btw SMART is a Student Mentoring Ambassor wat wat de... i forget liao. Cos tat time went for the interview n i thought i did not get selected cos i done quite badly for my speech la... But luckily my class is those very high tat kind and all 8 who went for the interview all got in la... Heng man:) I finally can declare i got a official CCA liao... If not i'm CCA-less....

Then later is MA1 presentation. After today i still left with 1 portfolio which must be submit on Fri. Which i only 1/4 done wif it man.... Damn sian la... After this week will be 3 weeks vacation but i don have time to rest... I pack wif work, school events, camp, chalets. Haix no time to study sia cos after break will be MST for 1 week. Damn sian la i wan to do well for FA, MAI. No confidence for FMI n FF sia....

Jia you everyone who is having exam soon...

2009-05-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

IT'S REALLY OMG

The environment is so so so tense up man..... I kinda feel more stress than before. I don know what m i doing... Am i plain lazy or wat??? I really don know... I like nv contributed anything to my groups.... I feel really bad abt it man.... Deadlines are approaching and i half way or less than that..

Where has the last time yuande went???? I really don know who i m now??? I losing my identity which i myself don know who i m now???

Lost and helpless

2009-05-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

Perfection is something that everyone strives for, yet no one achieve it. It's really hard to balance everything. Time is always the factors that affect it. I wish time can pause awhile to let me breadth alittle.

Projects are piling up like hell... MAI country report, RWPS & CRM report plus presentation, FMI 2 reports, EPI portfolios plus MST is coming soon... Sian la.. Work & studies is like never ending for me... Last thursday had MAI CA 1. Thanks god i pass man 100 marks n i secure tat 5% CA. Heng man... I gonna do well this economics this sem. I don wan to get a D- for economics anymore....

2009-05-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

Is STRESS that ppl give themselve or the environment pressured it till one feel stress? Living in this society is so stressful. Everyone are competing wif each other. And u just can't fall behind.

My life have been a very stressful n hectic for me. I think i can't hold any longer. Study, work, study and work again its like never ending. I don know wat i pursing from this point of time really...

Who can tell me how to earn more $$$ cos i in need of $$$. Its like $4200 lo all becos of that stupid oversea cultural exchange to Japan which tempt me so much. At first i not so tempted. All becos of my clique most of them are going lo... N i really don wan to take Corporate Finance next sem alone la... Haix...

MAI is giving me a headache sia... Next week got CA 1 somemore. Plus country report n presentation are dueing soon. And yet the raw data still not out yet sian diao lo... The imcompetance of my school biz library staff say system down so can't provide us wif the data we requested. sux thumb la...

Due to the patethic 2 CCA points i got, i decide to join SMART n NCC in SP. Hope I got in for SMART cos everytime got alot of activities which can join to gain more CCA points. My friends CCA point distinction liao lo... Siao man so active in CCA...

2009-05-01T01:37:00.002+08:00

我好难过!

Recently, quite alot of things happened. Be it in school or work or even personal matter. I just feel damn bloody sad which i really don know wat other people are thinking now. Why can't they give another chance?

Ytd i went to work. Then boss and my other colleagues told me wan to say goodbye to someone or not. Den i reply don wan cos i don know who the someone is... And in the end when i saw the someone, i totally shocked man... Is becos the someone is another colleague of mine which i can say i quite close to him which i enjoy working wif him whenever he is around. And quite alot of the ppl working there don like him. I just don know why??? And boss just fired him. Feel quite sad for him sia cos he is from china and now his agent is finding some temp room for him to stay before sending him back... I just don know wat Singaporean are thinking.... Imagine if u r going to oversea to work and the country that u are going to despice u. How will u feel??? I just feel pity for him... :(

Back to school stuff. Its the end of week 2 n next week is week 3. Coming week 7, i need to hand up a country report on Singapore. And i'm struggling for MAI. Totally no confidence for this module man... Cos is macroeconomic analysis which is more in depth as compared to macroeconomic. More formulas than usual. Got open book test for this module but wat i heard is harder. Sian diao la.... Wat more sian de is I apply for exemption for Report Writing Presentation Skill fuck sia kena rejected. Not approved. Totally sian diao lo... New updated timetable is shitty... Fri totally not break at all from 11am - 4pm no break sia... Damn shitty.

I planning to go oversea alone in june. Maybe going to tioman for a short break for snorkeling n relaxing alone. Maybe after SP Adventure Club Camp which fall on the 29 May to 31 May ba. Den after which i will go tioman for a short break in june.

2009-04-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Battling Start Again!

A couple of hours later, I will start my battle again. And it will be the 2nd week of school. Why i say battling start again is becos everytime i go class, its like a battle for me. Cos my classmates are all very strong in their studies. As for me, i don know WHY man. I wan to work hard this sem but kinda lazy man. I'm been slacking for the past 1 year n I still slacking. I don know y man? I just lack of discipline.I'm just not quite like i used to be.... I'm losing myself. I don know who m i now??? Confusion mood.

2009-04-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

A Brand New Start For Everyone!

Its a new academic year 2009/2010 for me. Today is the brand new start for poly students. Dead shit kinda start stressing abt studies liao... First day of school can really feel the stress coming. Even my classmates feels it too.

Kinda scared of this sem cos i still got macroeconomic again but this time round is macroeconomic analysis I. Need to do country report sia... Need to do research n come up with country report. Damn hard when i first hear it man.... Other modules i have are Fundamental to Finance (FF), Financial Accounting (FA), Financial Market & Institution (FMI), Customer Relation Management (CRM), Etiquette & Professional Image (EPI) n also Report Writing and Presentation Skill (RWPS) hope i can exempt this module man... Den i got extra time to study plus doing project. Cos i now working part time n oso studying. Have to juggle both things well.

Like someone say "You should have save last time" and i will remember this sentence. I don wan to blamed my parents for not teaching us to save or watever. I just blamed myself. And as for now, I going to work double or triple hard than others. If next time i start a family and have children, i will definitely teach my kids the importance of money and saving.

2009-04-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Counting Down

Oh my god!!! Few more hours and i'm official 2nd year student of SP. Sian time fly so fast. One academic year pass so fast. Was working for this whole week only fri is my off day n i didn't get to rest oso... Sian lo fri someone put me aeroplane again. Previously i was putting ppl aeroplane now retribution i guess haha... Den the person who put me aeroplane will kena her retribution de n the cycle go around haha...

My classlist is out and to my surprise is OMG!!!! Alot of surprises after seeing the class list haha... But heng not same class wif one free loader guy. Cos he everytime project nv contribute den come to presentation so powerful. Everyone in the class hates him sia... Luckily i took the specialisation not same wif him. But poor my another classmate same class wif him. Confirm will stick to him when project groups de haha....

Sian diao wed i think i need to stay back in school cos i need to reclone my whole sp program. Last time i went to HP services centre n they reformat the whole laptop for me n my sp program dual boot all gone sia... Need to reclone again sian :(

2009-04-14T11:39:00.002+08:00

Missing those moment I spent wif her. Kinda feel very weird in my heart. Everytime i heard the song "Nobody" by Wonder Girl, it remind me of her. Don know why? Just like the lyrics say "I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you". Haiz but wat can i do now??? NOTHING man....

Maybe like you say Time will heal everything. I guess wat i need is Time.

2009-04-13T10:34:00.005+08:00

Been working since last friday which is Good Friday. Double pay man... this week still need to work but heng fri going to be a rest day for me. School starting soon which is next week sia... Very sian 8 weeks of holidays just pass like tat. I kinda feel useless n lousy cos wat i intend to do during holidays did not actually start or do sia...

I made a gravely mistake which might ruin my future. haiz i feel lost n don know wat to do? If time can go back i really don wan all this to happen... Wat are human mankind searching for the rest of their life? I really don know wat we as human being living for? Money? Power? Or everything??? I'm clueless now? I oso don know wat i searching for???

Recently one of my friend told me i can become US citizen. But there are some requirement and i still thinking abt it. Should i give up my Singaporean citizenship n become US citizen? I'm considering now. I nv discuss it wif my family cos they will surely object de... haiz :(

2009-04-07T12:56:00.002+08:00

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束, 快乐的开始是祝福的结束.

Yeah i gotten the GEMS module "Etiquette and Professional Image" same class as my friend. No more loneliness at GEMS class liao... Don't know zzz monster got into the same class as we ma? haha...

2009-04-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

ITS OVER!!!

Haix no matter how hard i try to save this rs, I still can't overturn her decision. Y? WHY WHY WHY tell me WHY? Suddenly think of LeeHom the song WHY haha... I really hope i n her still can be good friends like last time lo... Don know wat she is thinking now... Hope she will be good friends to me back ba... I don expect much... Good friends can liao

In life, everyone face problems. Its just tat how we learn from it. Ytd was conferencing wif my poly classmates den one of my classmates den fed up cos of some problems wif her very close friend. More details i oso don know much. She damn fed up lo. Den me n another classmate cheer up her. I oso super sad ytd cos is over. Still need to cheer ppl up. So make me feel that we need to learn how to solve problem n learn from it rather than be sad the whole day n make ppl around u feel sad oso. Tat not wat i wan. I wan ppl around me to be happy, then i will be happy everyone happy. There won't be sad this word anymore. If anyone sad can try to eat MacDonald Happy Meal to cheer u up haha...

A new academic year is going to start soon abt 2 weeks time. Timetable is ok la... Wed i only need to go school for 2 hours lecture nia if i not going to choose gems on wed. Den think maybe can go cca to train running n body haha... Still thinking cos super long nv attend any training for cca liao... Think they oso forget me liao lo... Heng man cos we choose our specialisation so need to change class. Lucky man i'm in same class wif some of my clicks.... if not die la like GEMS class like tat lonely all the way haha...

Sian tml going to choose GEMS module liao don know got wat modules available to choose. Don know wat to choose oso maybe take "The reavealing eyes of photography" or "Etiquette and Professional Image". Don know these 2 got slot ma? Hope photography got slot haha...

2009-04-02T10:35:00.002+08:00

Its been quite awhile since i last blog. Alot of things happenend n i guess i won't mention it all over here, if not this post gonna to be damn freaking long.

Finally my laptop is out of hospital care liao.... But now is my desktop got problem need to have some medication, maybe need some brainwash den can solve. Recently, quite alot of my friends are having their 21th birthday party. What so big deal abt 21 sia y need to celebrate so grand for some ppl. Its just a normal day wat so big deal abt it sia....

Results have been out last few weeks back. I expected wat i get already so i won't be too surprised to see it haha... Wat i can say is tat result is very very de bad... But luckily did not forward any module and is allowed to continue in the studies. heng man if not i going to die liao cos i really don wan to forward any module becos is year long module.

Its really hard to balance things. Be it studies, relationship, work, family and friends. Its really hard. I try my very best to balance it well but i guess i mismanage it well. Time is always not enough for a person to do watever he like... I once ask a friend how to balance all the things, she say its hard to balance things well, no one can do tat de.... There will always be things u have to give up in order to have another things. Just like in economic terms, opportunity cost. You have to forgone something in order to gain another.

2009-03-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

The Crisis of Credit Visualized from Jonathan Jarvis on Vimeo.

Very well-illustrated on the financial crisis which i would like to share to everyone. Video by Jonathan Jarvis.

2009-03-02T10:34:00.003+08:00

Finally i can take a short break... Had been working since my holidays start without taking a break man... I'm workaholic... Last week weekends started the HTC Dream promoter and i promote till sore throat cos just launch last week. Den on weekdays went to work admin job for 1 week. Den continue on weekends which is past 2 days went for the HTC dream promoter job again... And finally today i can call it my REST DAY...

Has the current recession hit anyone of you??? I really feel the impact cos jobs are harder to find than usual... But y do ppl still spend quite alot while some ppl are fearing of losing their jobs??? Ppl are keep changing their phone, ppl are willing to spend to eat in the restaurant. Does the current recession not hit them???

2009-02-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah finally can relax abit. No more exam, school and watsoever. ITS HOLIDAY MOOD NOW. But I still need to find weekdays job as I got a weekend job which lasted only for a month. So i need to find another job. I wan to earn as much $$$ as i can.

Today had my last paper which is Statistic for Business. Think gone case sia. I finally apply the correct formula but i don know how to sub in the value sia... Die la buang my stats, econ. Haiz damn scare i will FM la... I don wan FM la. Please god help me. I do believe in miracles. So please let miracle happen again. Once more and i will be content.

Tml going to start the new job. Damn scare la don know the AMK hub hello shop how the staff over tat. Cos i promoting the new HTC phone which is HTC Dream or u can call it Google phone. Damn power la the phone GPS got street view somemore. But too bad the services is not available in Singapore yet. Plus the phone can do barcode scanning la using its camera. Damn powerful ba... Feeling like changing my x1 to google phone. But the design i quite not like it. Still considering haha...

2009-02-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

Feeling scared...

Will be having my semester exam tml and i kinda scare... I don know whether i will do well or not but i will give my very best shot... My sis is pressuring me asking me I must do well for my exam sia.... Haiz

Went ECP today and i study alittle only. On the way there was kinda pissed in the car cos someone said aiya I'm don know what he is talking de la... Was kinda pissed cos i admit i not so interested in cars. My minds was thinking if we don have the capability to own cars now why bother to be so "damn" interested in cars? Even if you have the money to buy car, i think we should think of the long term n not the short term. Maintenance expenses, insurance etc all these expenses would anyone consider abt it? I guess very few of my friends will consider all these. All they think is the downpayment for the car den after that drive n forget. I look down on ppl who ask their parents to buy cars for them. Don't you feel embrassed asking ur parents for wat u wan? $$$ doesn't come easily. I only come to realise this concept when i starting working. I admit i used to ask for money from my parent but not longer now ok... We got hand and brain which can teach us how to generate or create our wealth not by asking our parents for $.

Sometimes i think tat i need to slow down my pace. Problems keep coming to me and i can't solve every problem at one go... I need to tackle every problem at a time and not rush. If not, the stress i face definitely infinite... Now i just taking things at a step.

2009-02-12T03:28:00.003+08:00

THE WORLD IS SO SMALL LA!!!

So much concidence la which makes me think the world is damn small la. Time check now is 3.30am and yet i still not sleeping. Haiz waiting for my group member to finish her part den she can send me and i going to finish my part la. Stay back in school after our MOB test till 10.50pm which is the first time i stay back in school till so late la... Plus our project still not completed la. And the worst part is later at 8am still need to do presentation la haiz... This ITAB2 project really come at a wrong time la.

Morning presentation will definitely saw zombie presenting de lo... Confirm plus chop haha

Will come back to update again. I'll be back!!!

2009-02-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

My mind is feeling tired

Feeling tired plus no mood to study for MOB which is this coming wed and yet i just started revising only 1 chapter. 8 more chapter to go but i really don have the energy to revise. ITAB 2 project still not yet complete and I not putting enough effort in my group.

Had Critical Reasoning Skill (CRS) CA test. I think i flunk again. Die la don know will pass or not. Cos i anyhow write my 3 arguments. Need counter-rebuttal and also rebuttal in your essay. Got 5 qns to choose and i choose Media category. The question is "Over the years, Singapore goverment has used campaign to encourage Singapore to do things (such as speak English well, be courteous and even flush toilet. Some may urged that such campaign treat us like children or even insult us. Do you agree this to what extend". Den i argue that i disagree lo. Luckily i still remember some important point in PR which i study in ITE. If not i will die....

I'm left with MOB CA and 1 ITAB2 presentation and report submission this week. Next week will be exam week. After next week, i will be free. Yeah :) hope that holidays faster come please...

2009-02-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

ONE PAPER DOWN

Yeah 1 paper down which is my GEMS "Unravelling the Secret of Life". Stress period is starting... Next week got 2 test and 1 presentation plus report submission. Haiz stress stress stress.

2009-02-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

It's been long since it blog. No mood to blog also cos exam is just round the corner and i super scare man...

Next week will be my study week but still need to go school for some test n presentation. And now i damn headache la still got presentation n report not yet complete. Die la..

My exam will be the first week tat mean i will be free from school on 20 Feb.. Tat day is my last paper which is STATS (deadly module). Tat mean ppl can jio me out man for some slacking and chilling.

2009-01-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

First of all, Happy Chinese New Year to all. Its been so so long since i last update my blog. So sorry for not updating cos there alot of things that need to settle. Projects, presentation and report writing need to settle before cny. So now i left with 1 project, 1 presentation, 1 report writing and oso exams and quiz...

Today is CNY first day and i stay at home the whole day cos my family cannot go bai nian due to my sis just give birth on sat... So my mom say we cannot go bai nian. So we stay at home....

Nowadays feeling extremely tired don know le... Maybe i contracted some illness... No mood for studying sia... HOW??? Exam coming real soon and i have yet to revise my exam... Damn shit i don wan to forward my modules. Everyone please pray for me... Especially Ah gong please once again pray hard for me. Thanks man...

2009-01-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

Know why i display this car? Is because its drift which relate back to my goals. Everyday i drifting farther and farther away from my goals. When can i realise all my goals???

School have been freaking stress lately. Projects are piling like crazy. Presentation and reports are all coming at the same time. Deadlines are like so near which is all next week sia. How can i finish all by this week? Crazy fellow man...

CNY is approaching abt 2 weeks time and after CNY is my exam period. Damn stress la... I wan to do well in my final exam please. Gonna start studying soon. No CNY for me...

2009-01-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

Should I be happy or sad???

That the question i wan to ask? Got 1 bad news and 1 good news. Let me talk about the bad news first ba. Which is I had my retest today and once again i buang my STATS retest. Again and again i making the same mistake. Using the wrong formulas to apply to question. Did i interpret the qns wrongly or did i don understand how to do. I think i interpret it wrongly. Haiz.... One qns 25 marks gone case man... Shit sia....

Forget it just like wat my classmate, wei hao who oso taking the retest wif me. Go home and have a nice sleep. Don think 2 much. Let have some happy news ba. Which is I finally pass my ECONS even though is only 60 plus but i personally consider it a good improvement for me. Cos previously i keep failing my econs plus today got back my ITAB2 MS Access test. I thought i will fail this paper cos for section B weightage is the highest 40% which consist of 10 queries to be done. But i only did 3-4 queries only. But is only just pass. Need to buck up for my frontpage team project liao and oso my stats and econs. Need to improve more if not i going to forward my modules in year 2 which i really don wan it to happen.... Pray hard man....

During my break today went to see the open house in my campus. Nothing much is just many booth nia. Somemore got ask CCA clubs to setup booth and showcase wat cca we have.. Haha sian i so long nv go for my cca liao. I think they oso forget me. haha... Wanted to get a goodies bag de but den heard from my friend say is that need to show them sec sch ez link den can redeem sia. Lame shit la.... I wonder wat other poly do for their open house.

2009-01-05T23:24:00.004+08:00

ITS REALLY OH MY GOD!!!

Damn it... For the time being, i fail 2 modules - stats and mob. Haiz... Hope my econs and pacc don fail. If not i will die man....

I guess i'm really such as useless guy.

2009-01-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

A Brand New Year for ME

Hope 2009 will be a successful year for me. I going to focus on my goals in life. Hope i can fulfill some goals in this year or so. I'm not going to list down all my goals here cos i will be a damn long list for me. I will just keep in my heart and focus on it de....

2009-01-01T11:10:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to all

Happy 2009 to all. Hope everyone has a great year ahead.

I didn't go for any of the countdown last night cos i really don have any mood for countdown. Rejected friends who ask me for countdown. Really very sorry. Hope u all enjoy ur last day of 2008 and welcome 2009.

2008-12-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

Tuesday green

Was kinda no mood for lesson today as I had role play today. And i'm acting a manager den the lecturer expect more from me. Haiz i did not act to the standard he wan... But nvm is just participation marks that he wan to grade us.

I super malu today la... I couldn't wake up this morning and almost late for school. Den the worst part is that i forget to bring my laptop adapter and also battery cos i normally bring adapter to school only. Den my role play script inside my laptop which i come up ytd night. Rush out the whole nite but is almost done tat kind. Den is oh my god la... Super malu la told my classmates abt that. Then they laugh like donkey hell at me... Super malu can... Worst still i need to share laptop wif my classmates during tutorial. Den bo bian have to rush back home to get it. Luckily lecturer ealry dismiss us cos i only got 1 hour lunch break before the next lesson start.

Sian receive a bad news again. I fail my stats damn man need to retest but my lecturer told me is optional de... But i will still go for the retest la. Somehow when i receive this bad news i not sad le maybe i predicted already that why not quite sad.

1 more day left in 2008. How will you spend ur last day? I totally have no idea. Really no mood to celebrate. Haiz....

2008-12-29T22:11:00.006+08:00

IT'S REALLY OH MY TIAN TODAY

First day of school today and I feel like ponning for my 1st day makeup lesson which is at 8am. In the end, i still go school for the makeup instead of going to settle some stuff at my last time workplace.

Had debate for 1st lesson but not me cos not enough time. The 1st motion they debate till like 1 1/2 hours den for the 2nd motion will continue in the afternoon lesson. Then my friend kinda pissed off wif the lecturer cos my friend was not listening to the debater while we need to do an evaluation on the debaters. Each audiences is assigned to 1 debater. Den when is my friend turn to evaluate, my friend evaluate on the wrong debater den my lecturer say "Lets not waste time and move on". Then my friend kinda pissed off. He regret not ponning the morning which i suggest it to him on sunday. Its rare that i ask him to pon wif me le... Cos everytime he ask me to pon wif him n i turn him down. Now he turn me down n regret haha...

Kinda feeling happy today cos i can see my classmates after the 3 weeks break. Cos we plan to meet up during holidays but all are busy wif their stuff either going overseas or working or some other things. And as for me i busy working these 3 weeks of holidays. Is everyday de lo from monday to sunday no rest day for me. Den last friday i finally took off after so long... Can u imagine no off day from monday to sunday everyday working. Can die man...

Sian school starts mean projects deadlines and exam coming. Is after chinese new year i will be having exam liao. Imagine that past real fast. Today in MOB lesson, lecturer told us some bad news. My DBF cohort did quite badly for our MOB paper. i thought the paper was easy but my lecturer told us when he saw the paper wa quite hard man... Imagine a lecturer say quite hard that mean is hard yet we still think easy. No wonder we did quite badly for it. Haiz... Must really do well for the upcoming CA which is a group report writing in 2 weeks times. So fast man den 2 weeks later i still got debate. Haiz... Endless CA keep coming.

As for tml, still need to come up with some role play things during MOB lesson. Sian sian sian... I need to go do my script liao... Shall end here.

2008-12-28T23:10:00.003+08:00

I'm officially jobless now.

Sian today is my last day at work in Singtel Helloshop. And now i can officially declare myself i free and at the same time i'm jobless. In economics terms they classified as unemployed and i fall into it now....

Another sian thing tml school reopen liao... And still got makeup lesson at 8am in the morning. Super duper sian and oso hate it man... Cos i don like the lecturer. And one more sian thing is that tml i got debate and i totally unprepared for it although is a trial debate. Sian sian sian.... Wat can i do to save myself???? Who can help me with it???

And somemore i need to pass my timesheet to the agency to get my pay and sian tml i dismiss at 5pm... Hopefully tml MOB will release early den i can go down to pass my timesheet.

I need to look for some other jobs to support myself liao... If not damn broke and somemore i nv take $$$ from my parents anymore ever since i working... So i need to look for some other jobs faster... If not in february i can't support myself liao... Got too many expenses to pay for eg. insurance, transportation etc... I calculated my expenses for a month and to my surprises is around 400 plus close to 500. Imagine tat man... Have you all ever calculated how much u need for a month? Nv rite... U all should try calculating.... And see how much u need for a month... Without asking ur parents for $$$. Wa den next time got family die more expenses need to pay like utility bills, home loan, car loan all that.... Guess we should really save some for rainy days as well as for other stuffs...

Is the economy damn bad now? In economics term it is but i don really see it... Maybe is becos it still somehow not affect us yet but in 1-2 years time, we can feel the impact ba... Cos wat i saw is that people are keep spending their $$$. U can see everyday in teleco confirm got ppl change their phone and buy new phone all that de... So is the economy really damn bad now??? That the qns which i wan to know. Maybe they just spend their $ to boost the economy. I have no idea. Haha...

I shall end here cos later i going to do some research for my debate tml.... Wish me good luck man haha even though is a trial debate 1... haha

2008-12-25T13:30:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to all who read my blog.

I don know wat my mood is in now? Why everytime when my mind think tat and

in reality it does not turn out to be like wat my mind think?

Why everytime like this? Haiz

Sian my projects still haven start doing and next week is my school reopen.

Haiz super no mood to do.

2008-12-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

Damn cool man. I'm so happy this Christmas cos i finally gotten wat i wan. Its EXPERIA x1 phone. Damn cool la... I just can't describe my feelings. Anyway i wan to thanks the customer who help me to buy cos he wan to recontract his plan den no intending to buy any phone so i make a deal wif him. He recontract his plan and help me to buy EXPERIA. Really appreciate tat customer alot.

Christmas is coming and i'm damn super broke after getting the phone. I just have to endure few more days before getting my pays den...

Damn shit... I left 1 week of holidays still got 2 project haven even touch yet man... I die man...

2008-12-19T10:22:00.001+08:00

When you make a mistake, there are only 3 things you should do about it:

1) Admit it;

2) Learn from it and

3) Don't repeat it.

2008-12-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

WHERE HAS ALL MY $$$ GOES TO???

I'm damn broke man... Nv in my life damn broke sia... Maybe is becos festive season is round the corner that why have to spend some $$$ on it. I think i have overspend this month or maybe some people owes me $ haven return. Tat y i'm super broke. I think i have to lay low these few weeks before getting my pay.... Hope my pay day faster come...

Today went swimming after work wif my brothers. We went to Jurong West de swimming complex and swim. Damn shiok la cos is olympics size pool. But den today is my unlucky day. Wanted to have a good swim but den i keep having cramps and plus i super long never exercise like no strength sia... I think i need to train more to keep up my stamina.

Settle our dinner at some coffee shop and they complain the yam cake not nice. Den one of my bro said next time he bring us go 1 place to eat nice yam cake. So i was thinking how nice can the food be? Often our buying decision is based on influence. People tend to be influence for eg. long queue. Does that mean the food is nice? What is your definition for nice or good food? After all is just an edible food that can be consume.

2008-12-16T20:32:00.004+08:00

I guess I'm tired after all. And i need a break now. Sooner or later i going to be retrench. I will be resting ba taking a short break cos i been working 2 jobs for sometimes and i really need a break. Haiz... :(

What is your definition for these 2 words "investment" and "money". And how are they related to you? Often people take investment as a short term investing to earn big bucks. But if there is a crisis outbreak who is going to take the blame? Obviously people will push the blame to others for eg. stock broker or even the banks. But in my point of view is that at least you must bear some responsible. No one can predict the future. Your ultimate motive is to earn big bucks in the shortest possible time.

Next is money. How much $$$ do we really need? A million dollar or more? How much do you need for retirement? Have you prepare for your retirement already? Often these are the question we need to consider when doing planning. In this economic meltdown, we really need to learn some lesson from it. Global is going to a longer recession since the great depression. Some economists predict that Singapore will show sign of recovery in 2010. I think is becus of the youth games held in Singapore. Singapore rely too much on import and export that explain why Singapore is the first to go into recession. And now we are in mid recession before trough. This is a business cycle. So how long are we going to stay in recession and how are we going to make a recovery? That the important lesson we have to learn from it.

So after all how do "investment" and "money" related? There one word which is "greed" lies in between these 2 words. Do you agree? If people are not greed, this whole crisis won't exist.

2008-12-15T01:04:00.002+08:00

Why is this world so unfair?

Why is the rich so rich while the poor so poor?

How is the earth and heaven connect?

Is fate and destiny same?

Why is there so much suffering for human kinds?

Who will become the next legendancy person on earth?

When will the earth stop turning?

2008-12-12T16:04:00.007+08:00

Oh my god... Was browsing through some friends facebook just now and i saw some memories flash back... Was quite funny though so i intend to share so let the pic do the talking...

This pic is taken when we climb The Great Wall of China.

This pic is taken on the christmas night. This is how we spend our christmas night in beijing. All cramp in 1 room. Forgot which person room we went.

Haha this is funny man. They are showing off their boxers which they bought. LOL!!!

haha another pic. Damn funny... Was very cold in the night and they still.....

Was kinda miss those days we had in beijing. Hope one fine day everyone is free and we travel to beijing again. Miss everyone....

2008-12-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

I'm still recovering from my sore throat, flu. Luckily no fever for me this time. Haiz sick still have to go work if not i going to be retrenched. I think i going to be retrenched soon cos my sis company is hiring a permanent staff. Haiz tat mean i going to be jobless soon.

I got 5 packs of medicine to take and ytd night i forget to take 2 packs sia... Was too tired lately and i fell asleep without taking the 2 packs of medicine. Tat y my flu is coming back to haunt me....

Just now after work went to Jurong point the new extend 1. Now is call JP 2. Went there to meet Huang Da Gu cos she feeling emo. I'm sorry i can't give u much advice cos wat u r now in that situation is kinda similar like mine. I can't give u the correct advice cos me myself is doing the incorrect advice. Perhap u can consult sheng yang for advice. He really good in tat.

Really sian.... 2008 going to end soon. Going to welcome new year 2009. Hope 2009 will be a better year for me cos 2008 is really not very good for me.... Alot of up and down in 2008. I going to list my wishes for 2009 so stay tunes. I hope everyone will list down their wishes and fulfill their wishes in the coming years.

It's my turn....

2008-12-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

Shit man... I think is my turn to fall sick after Huang Da Gu fall sick. Weather is turning cold and i falling sick. Need more vit c to boost my immune system.

Gonna sleep early liao... Tml still need to go work. Good luck to those who are taking exam tml... Don fall sick like me. Take care all :)

2008-12-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

Life goes on no matter what happen. Feeling quite relax for the time being cos last time damn stress got MST. Total 6 paper i taking. 2 paper buang - STATS and ITAB 2. These 2 papers totally buang man...

Yeah tml is Public Holiday which means i can wake up late cos no working. From Tuesday onwards, I will be working till my school reopen which will be on 29 Dec.

For those who are taking tests or exam jia you man... We can do it.... Good luck :)

2008-12-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

Finally I can relax abit.... MST is finally over. No need to study till 3 am and drink more coffee. No need to mug for exam for the next 3 weeks cos its my holidays.

Had a pathetic birthday this year wif no presents received and also becos of my MST happened to fall on my birthday so tat y kinda spoil the whole mood. Haiz nvm as long as i chiong for work got $$$ to buy wat i wan and tat it. consider buying something for my own self rather than asking others to buy wat i wan... Tat y i chiong so hard for work cos i know no one will get me present de... Haiz when everyone birthday is round the corner i always share their present but i'm always the one who don get it when my birthday comes. It happen in the past too but i just seem to getting used to it ba...(please don't think tat i writing this post mean i wan to make u all feel bad and get me something). That not my intention ok. Haiz nvm its my holidays now so i going to pamper myself alittle more than usual.

Beside working this 3 weeks of holidays, i wan to take sometimes to relax myself man... Really need some break.

2008-12-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah its my birthday today.

Thanks for my bros for giving me surprise even though its simple celebration yet after so long den we got time to get together like last time we used to be during our sec days...

I guess not everyone will remember its my birthday sometimes so that y i don really wan to celebrate it cos no one will bother de....

But i just hope that someday or somewhat that very special person in my heart will celebrate it wif me alone.... Have a nice dinner wif me or do something else oso can (please don anyhow think) i mean something special to remember. Tat wat i really wish for. But i guess she won't remember it de... Haiz...

Very pathetic this year man cos my birthday fall on my MST week. Still got exam some more man.... Damn shag la... Wat to do life still need to move on....

2008-11-30T00:30:00.002+08:00

I saw anqi blog n i try playing the game. I was freak out man....

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/quarantine/index.html

There's another game which i wan to recommend u guys to play oso... Really can freak someone out 2... So you u dare u can try playing it.

http://hotel626.com/

Enjoy playing....

2008-11-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

I need Happy Meal to cheer me up man... Feeling very very down this week cos of some very sad event happen. On monday, CRS CA buang den follow by econs retest i oso fail den ytd got a shocking news man... ITS REALLY SHOCKING!!! Receive a call on thurs night but i nv answer cos i slept very early, den on fri morning when i was abt to leave home for school, my assistant class rep call me say our STATS lecturer pass away. Den i very bad lo still told my classmate that "Hey come on don kidding me man". Den he replied wa lao this kind of things can joke de ar... Den i didn't think too much abt it. Den reach school my PTN came in break the news to us.

Everyone was very sad. He left his wife and a 2 yrs old daughter behind. Tat was a sad things to say... Haiz... He is a nice lecturer man. We felt guilty cos we everytime nv pay attention in his class n oso at first we still requested to change lecturer becos we couldn't understand his accent. I feel damn guilty man cos i n my another 2 of my classmates keep copying his accents. Haiz... I won't dare to do this things liao.... promise....

I really need Happy meal to cheer me up cos someone told me eat happy meal can make someone happy. Don know whether true or not... maybe can give it a try haha... no harm rite...

MST is coming n i haven start preparing. Damn shit everyday was extremely tiring for me... I need some rest really.... Please give me a break.

Today at work was totally no mood. Was really sux to the max... Difficult customers one by one keep asking qns. Really i don have the mood to serve them lo... Seriously. Haiz wat to do.....

2008-11-19T20:52:00.003+08:00

Feeling extremely sad now!!!

This week bad things keep happening on me... How can i take it? I really can't take it any longer... I need some help please.....

2008-11-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

My life won't be as colourful as before ever since that day u went away.

Life just sucks to the core.

Every time i board the bus to school or returning back home pass by clementi ite, i will always recall all those memories i had. I believe most of you will agree wif me. We all still miss those ITE days very much... All those memories are filled wif laughter, sadness, angry. I really treasured those days. I know ones have to grow up n adapt changes. We can't live in the past. Everyone have to move on with our own life regardless which path we choose.

But for now, life for me just sucks totally. Really lost form man this week cos of the CRS CA. One word to describe "BUANG"! MST is coming real soon. Sad to say, my birthday fall on my MST week and that mean i got CA on my birthday. Damn unlucky.... And i think i won't be celebrating my birthday this year ba. Cos really no time.... I have to study & work on weekdays n weekends are burn due to work. So i think not celebrating. And i think oso no one will celebrate for me ba...

I really hope my birthday wish for last year will fulfill this year. But i guess it won't happen de... Hope one day miracles will happen.. Its just a simple wish only. I do hope miracles will happen.

Feeling more n more tired very single day. Time just slip just like tat. i can't afford to waste anymore time. I need to concentrate on my studies especially Economics and Statistic. These 2 modules give me headache. I just can't concentrate. Dead shit....

2008-11-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates man... Been very very busy with school, work. No time for resting really. I don know how long my body can really take it. My mind is really breaking down soon. I hope all this will end soon...

Today had my MOB presentation damn cold at the classroom till i shiver my words when presenting lo... I not tat nervous but is the aircon tat make me shiver lo... I think i getting the lowest marks again. Haiz.... STATS CA 3 done real badly man.... I don wan to forward any of my modules. Please God help me once again....

Time is really not enough to spend. Something really cock up man. This sunday i have the Swissotel Vertical Marathon and i rushing for my work at 10.30am... Shit i don know if i can really make it on time lo.... Pray hard.

I gonna end here cos i need to do my ITAB ppt project. Needed to be done by tml. I have poor time management man... I can't seem to priority my time properly. Damn hate myself.... Boo....

2008-11-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

I wan this XPERIA X1 phone. Its a new launch phone by sony ericsson. So people please don say i copy u or wat ok.... I really wan to get this phone. It cost $1000 plus for cheaper plan offer by Singtel and for no contract is selling at 1000 plus.

The screen is just damn freaking cool man... 9 display of screen. Damn cool la... Can't resist man... No matter how hard i work i wan to save n get this phone asap... I don care man...

2008-11-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

Its been a bad day for me... Is not Monday blue. Is just tat i hate my current modules. CRS n IDEAS modules. But i kinda like MOB because of the lecturer who taught me MOB. Kinda funny fellow haha...

Hate today so much man cos had CRS for 4 hours due to last monday is a public holiday den we have to make up 1 more lesson which is today 8am -10am. Damn hate today....

What has the world become? Is this world so unfair? Perhaps i just hate the ways people do things. But i really wan to voice out my anger at this post man... I hate people who doesn't care for the future perhaps... Cos i really don like my friend the ways he do things. My friend recommend me him a job which is like can help him earn like up to $2000 per month given tat his highest qualification is only at GCE 'N' Level which only pass 2 subjects. Yet still can find such job. Good lobang rite.

But he doesn't even appreciate it man... Ask him to send his resume to the PIC but he nv... And somemore say he heard from his colleagues say tat job they do before not good. But he doesn't even try doing how does he know not good.. Idiots man only listen to others. Doesn't even care for his future n somemore the company is PSA offering this job.... Dumb ass man... such a reputable company still don wan to work for.. I just hate people who doesn't care for their own future. He just don know how to seize opportunity when is knocking at his door. Dumb ass man... Idiot i can describe him. Opportunity does not come easy n always knocking at our doors. So when next time opportunity comes, we must seize every opportunity that is given to us.

My friend ask me y i so chiong in working nowadays. Is becos i wan to earn as much $$$ as possible. U might think who don wan but is my personal thought tat since i'm young now, i can earn as much as possible. I wan to lead my own ways of life when I'm grow older. Retire young n rich as i now already planning for my retirement funds. U may think i'm crazy. But to me i just don wan to rely too much on government. We cannot take things for granted. I wan to lead a luxury yet comfortable life which everyone is dreaming of. I wan to make those dreams come into reality. So everyone must really plan for the future you wan. N not waiting for god or someone to help you. U must start planning urself.

Its nv too late to start saving or planning.

2008-11-03T00:36:00.003+08:00

Damn it. I really need a break man... I going crazy... Studies, presentation, tutorials, assignment, works are drvining me nuts.... AND IS REALLY NUTS... Poly ain't easy.... How can i balance my studies and work together. I really can't take it anymore... Hope the 3 weeks holidays come soon please... I always encourages others but i can't seem to encourage myself... How man...

I guess i need to do some personal reflection...

2008-10-31T22:41:00.011+08:00

Feeling super duper tired n restless lately. I guess i gonna break down soon... Apart from studying, i still need to work. Really no time for resting. And holy shit, still got lots of lots of assignment, presentation, tutorials, test and so on coming up.... Haiz how am i going to take this all at 1 go? Damn shit...

Monday was Deepavali. Went out wif shu wei n kiwi. Had morning breakfast first before we headed to marina square for movie. Watch Tropic Thunder. Was quite lame but i guess its a good movie ba..

Tuesday was another lame day. Had MOB (Management & Organisational Behaviour) module PBL. And guess wat the topic is "Long Live the EGG". We must build the nest to protect the egg from cracking n we had to throw from 3rd storey. We are only given 5 items which we rank the most important and was only given 20 mins to do.

My group de nest...

Thrown from 3rd storey

Crack in the end....

Den on wednesday, went to staff services for interview for the IPHONE promoter job. Finally i get to see the real May. Ever since i work at the singtel roadshow promoting pre-paid card, i nv see May before. Tat day was the first time i saw her.

Thursday went for the training in the evening cos tml start my first day liao... So need to attend some basic knowledge of IPHONE. If not die man... Oh ya was my classmates Seng min birthday 2. N i forgot to wish her... sorry..

Today is friday. Had PACC tutorial den Mr Alex came into the classroom say ECONS tutorial cancelled. Haha actually i wanted to pon ECONS tutorial today de den don need liao lucky man. If not attendance affected plus i did not do my tutorial haha... Damn heng... DBF 03 just rocks man... Cos they organising every friday go out buffet or wat but 2 bad man i got GEMS... And my clicks all don have. Kinda sian diao.... But nvm i will pon lesson if u all go eat buffet n not KBOX... haha... Super tired i fall asleep in my GEMS class. Lucky nv drip saliva haha... Den after GEMS rush off to work...

Haiz... I feel like voicing out my anger here. I guess i will do that in my next post. So stay tuned...

2008-10-29T05:32:00.002+08:00

Time now is 5.34 am. And I freaking awake. Woke up at 4 plus cos i couldn't sleep. Maybe i slept too early last night.

Time is running out and i just couldn't get the freaking econs into my head. Damn shit.

Ytd was a bad day for me. Had STATS CA 3 n i flunk the paper. Super duper hard lo using software to do. Den after the CA still got IDEAS presentation n i was like so damn embarrass lo cos my design was so simple. N the lecturer ask me wat tools i use to draw. Den i anyhow bomb cos not i draw 1. I use my friend design. Haiz cos my arts sucks tat y...

More presentation coming up. Have to train my confidence.... Damn sucks

2008-10-27T23:33:00.001+08:00

Shit man time is really running out for me...

HOW???

2008-10-26T11:03:00.001+08:00

Feeling relief already.

Thanks for those for gave me advice.

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人

2008-10-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

My life is in a confuse mood.

Needed some advice.

Please help...

2008-10-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

What is the meaning of life? Everyone is taking things for granted. Thinking of making lot of $$$ and when troubles came, they just blamed others, this and that. Don't they think they should also bear some consquences. Just take this financial crisis for example. Singaporeans are blaming the banks for mis-selling of financial product. Low-risk doesn't mean no risk involve at all. Even if u are investing in bond, its also apart of investing. So definitely investing involve abit of risks. The collapse of lehman brothers is so sudden even the banks they can't even predict. And yet we are pushing all the blames to the banks. I think that next time financial products will be even harder to sell. Everyone will remember this incident and will be very scared to purchase financial products.

This semester modules sucks totally. Apart from the year-long modules, we have CRS, MOB n IDEAS n GEMS. Just sucks totally. I just hope i can clear my year-long modules if not gonna forward my modules which i don wan... God please help me....

Hate Friday GEMS lo cos all my clicks has 3 hours break n they can go out n yet i have to attend my GEMS alone. N no other people in my class choose the same GEMS as me lo... Super lonely in class. Next time must choose GEMS with my clicks liao if not super boring attending lecture. No one to talk crap wif....

Feel like taking a short break now. Hope December holidays come soon... Gonna stop here liao cos i going to revise my econs.

2008-10-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Its been a few days since i update my blog. Now its time for me to update it. If not its going to rot like shit...

School have started n i need to buck up in my school work liao.... Got many modules to handle this sem so need to buck up more than usual.

I started my part time job. Is at my sis company. Working as admin de... Quite flexible the timing. As it fit my timetable.

Kinda hate friday lesson. Cos of the stupid GEMS i took... From T22 need to walk to T3 for class lo... And i'm the only person in my click has GEMS on fri lo.... WTH... kinda of sian diao lo... Somemore need to walk so far... Saw ITE lecturers while i waiting for my GEMS. Super pai seh lo cos i told them my GEMS is Unravelling the secret of life. Den their reaction was like wat??? Forget it...

2008-10-13T21:35:00.001+08:00

I'm back to be a school boy again haiz... A brand new semenster for me. First day in school. Life sucks totally. Went to school for just that freaking 2 hours and went home. Lesson was cancelled. Only attend 2 hours of nightmare. Haiz.... My nightmares is coming again. From last sem i got a module can Effective Communication which is a English lesson now this sem still got english lesson lo.... Is call critical reasoning skills. Haiz my nightmares is coming back to haunt me again.

Wanted to go jogging wif shu wei de but i went home watch tv n i fell asleep. Den too bad have to postpone my jogging session till wednesday. Shit man no one in the class choose the same GEMS module wif me lo... Haiz gonna go lonely for lesson again.... Hate it man... Life sucks totally....

Today in class lecturer show us some video damn funny. Should watch it... Super funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16D7MpM2Fn4

2008-10-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

My last day of holidays. Tml will be going back to school. 1st year sem 2 going to start. Haiz... Don feel like going back to study. Told many of my friends tat i don feel like studying working is much more better. I know i have to endure this 3 yrs. Haiz... 5 more sem to go hope i can complete my this 3 yrs smoothly...

Been lazy to update my blog past few days. Thursday after work went to meet maggie, shirley, yu xin they all. Meet them for dinner. Den friday was my last day at ecolab. Den ytd steamboat session wif my sec school friends. After tat went rounding wif another bunch of sec school friends. Was fun plus tired lo....

Yeap tml got Amazing race. New season gonna watch it live telecast from US. Heng my lesson start at 1pm tml... If not i need to watch 2nd telecast de....

Jia you everyone in their work or study. Everything need to endure de to achieve wat u wan in future. Lets us jia you together. I won't give up on my studies 2 so don worry....

2008-10-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

Shit i think i falling sick soon. Haiz....

2008-10-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

Monday bluez again.... Now is damn stress lo... Don know wat to choose for my GEMS module. Haiz wat m i going to choose. Headache sia....

Left 3 1/2 days for work. Yeah.... I'm taking half-day leave on thursday tat y left 3 1/2 days for work haha... Gonna enjoy my last weekends of my holidays this week. Gonna go out shopping shopping chill chill n more chill.... Before school reopen. Sian next week start school liao... Stress is coming on the way...

Meeting quite alot of ppl this weekends. Schedules is packed... Going to beach road again to get my shirts as well as to get my bag. I still haven get my backpack yet. Haiz:-(

Going to watch tv liao. Bye guys will update again... Cya

2008-10-03T23:42:00.004+08:00

Wanted to post something ytd de.... But my mind is blank ytd, and did not know wat to write so i drop the idea.

Today's at work was quite busy. I didn't managed to finish my work before 5.30. I think monday i will get nagging haha... Went for dinner wif my sis and sis-in-laws after my work. Damn pai seh lo at swensen just now cos i n my elder sis went in first while we were waiting for them to arrive. Den they took their own sweet time n make us wait for so long and outside swensen there's so many people queing lo. Den the staff keep on looking at us to start ordering. Damn pai seh man...

Yeah i gotten my timetable for sem 2 liao... Quite slack i guess... Seldom has 8 am lesson anymore tat mean i don need to wake up so early liao n also avoid morning traffic jams to school. If time allow, i might be going back to ecolab liao during jan cos HR executive is taking 1 month leave for her wedding. Tat means i might be hired again and take over her work for the time being while she is on leave.

Some photos taken just now....

Opps... Spotted me eating ice-cream

I'm Mr Ah Beng

Hey you!

2008-10-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

First of all, Happy Birthday to Shirley n also happy children day to all. I know we all have grown up but in our parent's eyes we are still children. There's nothing wrong abt that. So Happy Children Day to all....

Change my blogskin cos someone lo say very hard to view for my previous blog skin. So i decided to change 1. Today is public holiday cos is Hari Raya Pausa. No work for me today... Yeah next week will be the last week i at ecolab. Didn't have enough rest, fun, outing during this holidays. Gonna enjoy my next coming holidays.

Shit man i still haven gotten my bag, clothes and many more. This weekend or next weekends will be going shopping. Anyone wan to join me? I guess next week will be a busy week for me cos got many outing sia...

I shall stop here cos i going out soon... Cya enjoy your public holiday.

2008-09-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

CB. Damn pissed off now la... CB my friend say next week register for the vertical marathon together. Den now i saw the registration already closed. Fucked man he turn his words say he last time ask me to transfer him the money. Where got sia is he say next week den register de lo. CB now say this kind of words.

Damn pissed off now... No mood to continue writing.

2008-09-27T01:08:00.008+08:00

Just finish watching the first 2 esipode of Survivor Gabon on Channel 5. Was kinda disappointed with the tribe team of Fang. Outcast Michelle which seem stronger because she is negative to her tribe. The tribe should not vote her sia should vote Gillian out. She the oldest in the tribe and also the so called useless member in the tribe. She can only motivates her team members. Survivor is a test of physical, preservance, endurance. Should vote out the weakest link in the tribe. Tribe Fang has lost 3 consective immunity challenges. Stay tune for the next esipode.

Singapore is having the F1 fever now. Izzit so good to watch them drive? Although is good to have F1 in Singapore due to the ecomony. But i guess F1 is not the type of sports i like to watch ba... Driving around 50 laps to gain points wat so fun to watch sia? Who will win F1 Singapore Grand Pix this sunday. Stay tune to watch it on Channel 5 this sunday 7.30pm live.

In US. Debate between Mc Cain n Obama. Who will win the campaign? Actually i prefer the lady but she out. Too bad now is between the two of them. Mc Cain suggest to delay the debate to solve the financial crisis which President George Bush suggest for the rescue plan for US. But i guess the bailout plan still doesn't approve due to the unsecurity of the tax payer $. Who will clean up the mess in the financial sector sia.

The problem now is that i'm thinking of sign on due to the prospect of my future because of the current financial sector. Future financial sector will be regulated n i guess will be very hard to get a job ba. So i still thinking whether to sign or not. Haiz

Left 2 more weeks to go before school reopen. Been working since i started my holidays. Didn't really enjoy myself this holiday. Time to sleep its 1.47am now. Sleeping time cya....

2008-09-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

Why do gals always forgives their guys when the guys flirt around? The trust is been betrayed yet they still forgive them? Isn't it ridiculous? Times and times again they say wan to break up but in the end they still together. Why are chances always given to those who keep betraying the trust in a relationship and yet chances are not given to those ppl who are willing to scarifice their time in waiting for a gals? Even a very slim chance of becoming an item and yet they are willing to scarifice their time just to wait for them and yet they are always not given the chance? Do you think its unfair to them???

There nth we can explain in a relationship. So what i wrote above is just my personal thought.

Ok back to today's work. Was freaking busy and i guess tml will be another busy day for me too. Went for a late lunch today as i need to print out the various divison updated leave form from the database. Had some correction here & there guess i need to amend it by tml ba. SHIT man I think I have STM sia. I guess need to remember alot of things that y... Haiz.. 1 more day to go before weekends approaching.

Still haven have any plan yet for weekends. Anyone wan to date me out. I'm lonely haha... Have to plan for activities out by tml...

2008-09-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

Wanted to update my blog ytd but I'm too tired plus having headache ytd. So didn't have any update. Today at work was freaking busy cos doing closing. Had to rush out all BI before lunch time sia... Work like bull.

Tml is wednesday tat mean endure 3 more days n is weekends. Weekends = relax, play. Can someone remind me to watch survivor this fri night? Is a new season of Survivor series.

I miss those days that we spend together.

I guess i thinking too much cos you have someone by ur side...

I guess u don't need me anymore....

2008-09-20T13:06:00.003+08:00

Super lazy man... Ytd went out wif my gang after my work. Went to Chinese Garden for the lantern festival. Sorry not photos to upload cos i lazy to do so. Haha... Maybe 1 fine day i will upload some photos. I shall see how ba.....

Actually today got 2 plans to go out de... 1 is sentosa wif shu wei n his friends another 1 is go out wif ah gu they all to chinatown. But den the word lazy come out again... Maybe i just stay at home for today. Super tired n lazy to go out today....

The stock market has rebound. Is this the end of the crisis??? Or is there more to come??? Financial market is scaling down on their job opportunity. It's might take at least a year before job market is back to normal sia... Wa den my future in getting a job in the financial market seem so fragile liao... Should i sign on or should i stay in this field???

2008-09-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

Almost miss the company bus this morning. Alright from the bus i took and run fast as fast as i could sia. Didn't even take newspaper then i quickly run to the waiting point. Luckily i reach the bus still not here yet. If not die man. Have to take cab to work.

Waiting for weekends to come. 1 more day to go. Haha. Tml going to chinese garden for the latern festival.

Weekends faster come.

2008-09-17T21:05:00.005+08:00

Today i know my result and i guess i shall not post abt it.

All i can say is that i done average lo. I'm satisfied with wat i get.

Cos i don expect too much from it.

I just aim for a pass in my course and that it.

I planning to sign up for CFA anyway. So i aiming just a pass only.

The road of life is still so long for me and everyone out there.

Just don brood over it even u think u put in enough effort but ur result does not show it.

You are still good in other areas so don think tat ur r lousy.

Don't let little things gets into ur way.

Just read some news online regarding the recent financial turmoil.

AIG is been saved by US Fed and Treasury. They injected around $80 billions of dollars.

I think that should oso save Lehman Brothers lo cos of the 158 yrs history.

But too bad. US Fed recently help Fannie Mae & Freddy Mac and oso Bear Stern.

They can't save Lehman Brothers. Such a pity sia. Scarifice Lehman Brothers sia.

Den Merill Lynch sold itself to Bank of American. In order not to be bankrupt.

Don know next will be who sia??? Will Singapore be like US like tat???

Who knows????

2008-09-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping now. But i just feel like giving a post to my blog before i go to bed. Morning still need to work. Been busy for the last weekend. I hardly stay at home for my weekends beside my sleeping time.

Morning newspaper will be very big sia. BIG BIG NEWS. Lehman declare bankrupt. A financial institution in US declare bankrupt sia. I can't believe. Their write-downs is few billions sia. Can't believeable sia. From sub-prime mortgage issue lead to a big problem sia.... People save $ now. The economy is doing really really very bad now. I decided to drop the idea of getting the OMNIA phone liao. US is facing a slump and Asian will definetely be affected by it de... So please think twice before spending your $$$. I will try to cut down my expenses.

I saw an article on the my paper (wo bao). Its say "Rich or Poor? It depend on perspective." I totally agree wif the author of the article. He says "If we look up only at the wealthier and more successful, we will feel that what we have in life is never ever quite enough". Life for me has always not enough. When you got this, you wan that. When you got that, u wan others things. I know that my weakness. I know my flaws.

Sorry i can't take it anymore. Very tired. I going to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz liao. Cya guys. Remember to tag my blog ok. I know who read my blog de. I got tracker.

2008-09-13T00:16:00.004+08:00

Money can buy house but not family,

Money can buy clock but not time,

Money can buy bed but not hours of sleep,

Money can buy books but not knowledge,

Money can buy healthcare but not health,

Money can buy position but not respect,

Money can buy blood but not life,

Money can buy sex but not love.

2008-09-10T23:27:00.001+08:00

2008-09-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

Should I get OMNIA once I get my pay? Or wait till my contract about to end den upgrade my headset? Forget it... When pay come den decide....

Today work is so so so busy man.... Hardly had sometime to take a short rest.... Damn stress monday i will be taking over someone place as she is having holidays for 2 weeks... Need to learn her stuff before she go... Haiz stress man...

Went to town after work. Meet my friend cos need to pass him his present. Den went to Border & kino. Damn i find some books which i wan to get.... So many books i wan to buy lo... Some expensive lo. U all should know wat to get for my this year birthday present liao hor. Haha I wan financial books ok... Haha

Sian tml still need to work... Waiting for weekends to come....

2008-09-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

Ytd was super tired. Early in the morning went to repair my phone. Luckily there wasn't much ppl there. Around 1/2 hour, i'm done den went to imm for awhile den went back home.

Meet Siyu for lunch before i go for my lcci class. Damn pissed off wif the admin staff lo. Told me is my lesson is not sat is sun. Den i went back home. On my way home call me say they make a mistake ask me to go back to class for lesson as it is the last revision very important. Den bo bian have to go back sia. After class went to imm to meet my friends. Had swensen ice-cream as shu wei wanted to have. Find Jia Hui for awhile den went to swensen.

Den after swensen went to Four Leave to collect birthday cake. Super boring lo at my friend's bbq. Do some catching up wif my sec sch friends den the rain came. Damn heavy lo make us stay indoor. Actually i 8 plus 9 going to leave liao to meet shu wei, jia hui n her cousin. Due to the heavy rain, i can't leave sia.... Make them wait for me very bad sia.... I reach around 11 sia. So pai seh make them wait for me. Den i at bbq nv eat much lo. Only fishball nia. Not even cake lo.... So many ppl at there. Haiz..... Forget it.

Super tired n busy lo.... Ytd finally i get to sleep on my bed liao cos past few weeks i sleeping at my living room de floor cos i need to wake up early for work den i sleep outside. Tonight i guess i oso sleeping outside my room.

17 Sept the day i will know my GPA sia... I done very badly. Nvm sem 2 gonna buck up more liao....

2008-09-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

Topic for today is "Do you believe in Fate 緣份"? Saw 1 of my friend msn nic say 緣份 is a wonderful things!!!! Its fate!!! I saw her. Tat what he put as his msn nic.

So do you all believe? I myself believe tat y my chinese name got 緣 this word. So if i n her got 緣份 we will be together in future tat wat i always believe de.... Even if next time we nv be together is still a 緣份 to know her cos i transfer student wat. Is a 緣份 to know her.

Have been in a dilemma these few days, many things in my mind which i can't figure out. Is not r/s matter ok don anyhow interpret through these few sentences. Just too many stuff to make decision on. I think i'm getting OMNIA instead of F480 cos of WiFi.

Tml will be my survival in the company 1 week haha... Been quite uneasy at work. I oso don know how to explain the feeling sia.... I guess my nightmare is coming real soon. Hope it wouldn't be as scary as i think haha...

2008-09-03T21:30:00.005+08:00

Thinking which one to choose. Cos my k850i spoil sia... Thinking of getting new phone either OMNIA or F480.

Very very tired these few days think is work ba tat y very tired. My nightmare is going to come haha...

Anyone interested in joining the Swissotel Vertical Marathon? Can contact me. More info please visit http://www.swissotelverticalmarathon.com/. I thinking of forming a team. So if you are interested please contact me.

Oh shit my phone spoil. Some contacts lost sia.... Damn **** up.

2008-09-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

Today super tired. Muscles ache sia after the NIKE Plus Run. Today work was busy plus tired. Feel like sleeping....

My own timing which i clocked myself was 1hr 06 mins for 10km. The accurate 1 still not out yet.

My K850i phone spoil sia.... No screen display. Think i going to repair den after repair going to sell away. I'm thinking of getting Omina phone. Any comment?

2008-08-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

Going for this run later. Didn't have enough rest man because this morning 3 plus am den reach home cus chatting wif my sec sch @ westmall de macdonald till 3 plus den go home. Had alot of catch up wif them.

The hungry ghost festival has finally over. Yeap can very late go back home liao if not will kena nag again. N oso i can go out late at night liao without nagging anymore. So fast Sep is approaching. Left 1 month plus holidays. Think i nv enjoy myself enough because i need to work. Work = $$$. $ = overseas trips wif my friends. Haha

Look like later going to rain man. If raining, i don know wan to run or not... No mood to run oso si bei tired le....

Suddenly, i kinda miss someone. n u should know who i referring to. Don know how have she been lately. Kinda of miss the feeling tat i used to when i wif her. N oso taking 963 home after sending her home. Miss everything abt her. Maybe i not worthy to be wif her? Tat y nv ..........

Forget wat i say. Life still need to move on no matter wat. If 有缘, we will still be together de....

Will update later when i back or i'm free. cya