Thursday, July 31, 2008
7/31/2008 10:37:00 PM ;
Now i know. To someone i'm just a freaking monster ba. Haiz Just wat did i do wrong. That the qns i been asking myself over n over. I guess in life, i make alot of regretful decisions ba. If i can choose or turn the time ba tats wouldn't happen or even make me sad when i think of......
Lets not talk abt this for the time being. Damn it i hurt my back. Hope it will recover soon as i going to join SP hockey club soon. If not, i can't join their practice. Lets talk abt wat happen this week ba.
On tues, finally got back my STATS CA 2 marks. Guess wat, when i looked at my marks i was damn shocked lo. I got 90 marks man. I thought i will get 78 as Mr Samik told the class that 1 person got 78 n 1 person got 87 n 5 person got full marks as for the rest is abt 90 plus. So i thought i will get the lowest in class as i always the 1 to get the lowest in my class de. Nv did i expect that, really have to thanks joshua (mr hongster) n Ming yan (gary cao ge) haha for helping me sia... Den after morning class, went back home to prepare as i have to go for the ITE Graduation Ceremony. In the first place, i think i shouldn't have go sia.... If i know this will happen, i shouldn't have go.... I should go for my ECONS and STATS lectures. Forget it think more will just make me even more sad. I now damn emo sia...
On wed, wanted to meet her for lunch but in the end nope. I guess she just don wan to see me ba... I'm just a freaking monster. So in the afternoon, went to westmall to settle some bill for my mom. Wa i think nowadays, i overspend my $$$ sia... How many of u actually got calculate ur expenses every month? I calculated mine n i was damn shocked lo... Around $500 for the month of July sia... Wow i was quite shocked man.... I guess i need to do some arrangement and hope that i will not buy any unneccessary stuff liao...
As for today, I got back my PACC CA 2. I pass but not very high. But at least i improve haha... Den after tutorial, my classmates ask me wan go KBOX or not. Den i say i can't cos i promise my mom to accompany her to the bank. Den they say after bank den go meet them, den i say don wan tired haha... Actually, i wan to rest de cos my back hurt sia. Damn hurt lo...
Haiz... tml getting back EC test sia. I guess i fail ba cos my language not very strong as compared to my class. There only 1 failure in my class for EC. I guess its me. Haiz... Less than 1 month time, i will be having my mid-sem exam liao... Gonna start my revision soon....Friday, July 25, 2008
7/25/2008 12:58:00 AM ;
Mood has been quite down lately... I oso don know y. Haiz... N oso i feel very sad not taking part the Poly 50 competition. After seeing my senior's blog. Read his blog entry regarding their training as well as the bonding make me sad man... I wish to join the competition man... Haiz too bad i can't cos i already withdraw liao from SPA Team 2. Haiz.... ponder wif my thoughts in my mind. M i giving excuses everytime??? Deep down in my heart i really wan to run poly 50 de... But den i just give the excuse i don have time to train. Perhaps i'm just scare or wat ba or perhaps SPA Team 1 is very strong den i backing out i oso don know??? Perhaps i should give in all my best to make time for training n not just giving excuses...Meet up wif Nicolas for dinner as well as accompany him to buy bag for himself. Catch up wif him to heard that Sathya went to sign on Police and saw Hilmi and Wee Kian in the Police force 2... So concidence... Everytime talk abt ITE life i kinda miss those days man... I know time cannot turn back but at least those time are all in my memories. I hope all of u won't forget those happy time we had together.During PACC tutorial, lecturer told us abt the CA 2. She say almost everyone got 40 plus sia on an average. Make me kinda scare man... I really wan to pass my PACC CA2 de... Haiz don know how much will i get man... Next mon getting back ECONS CA 2 kinda scare 2 cos its really difficult... Really hope i can pass my ECONS CA 2 man cos i fail CA 1 already. Can't fail CA 2 even though CA 1 & 2 make up 20%. I can't neglect the 20%. Hope i can clear all my papers.Hope Shu Wei can book out tonight. Waiting for his NS life story haha...
Monday, July 21, 2008
7/21/2008 12:09:00 PM ; My post
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受
不怕失落
关于你的一切
我想要比谁都懂不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受
不怕失落
关于你的一切
我想要比谁都懂
Got ECONS test later...
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Back home now... Haiz think i can't make it for my ECONS test sia... Its damn hard lo. Elasticity and production & cost. Haiz... I really don wan to fail my paper i just hope for a pass man... Hope miracle will happen again. Pray hard...
Saw that pic at the top. I made this during my boring ITAB lesson today... Memories that i won't forget. Hope they won't forget me 2... But i guess might happen... Miss those days we spent together. Shopping eating all that really miss the time... I wonder how are they doing now... should be fine ba... See them so busy haha...
For the above song lyrics, i love this song now man... damn nice is by elva....
Tml still got STATS tutorial as well as lecture. Lecture was fun but not for tutorials man... I hate tutorials, tests, studies....
Sunday, July 20, 2008
7/20/2008 11:39:00 PM ;
I had a freaking nightmare this morning. I don know whether will it happen in future or not... Hope not man... Cos is really something not very good.Sian went to work today cos zhi xin ask me to replace him den found out tat only 2 person do TD nia cos singtel cut cost den take out 4 staff initial have 6 de. Den now only 2 staff do TD and is fucking busy during the peak hours lo... Need to explain to customers and do TD and oso help them top up or that... Haiz bo bian need to earn $$$ le cos got many debts to settle... HaizTml still got ECONS test sia really hope can pass lo... Later going to study if not i die man. I don wan to get grade F. Please please please give me some luck.... Pray for me please.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
7/19/2008 10:03:00 PM ;
Ytd had EC test and also STATS retest. Overall ok ba i guess haha. I nv flunk ok. But den coming monday got ECON test hope can do well man cos i fail my CA 1 already need CA 2 marks to pull me up haiz... I need some luck man.... Pray for me. I really hope i can pass man... I don wan to forward my ECONS module man...
After STATS paper went to bugis to meet ah gu n kiwi for dinner as well as kiwi wan to buy mp3. Den we accompany her to sim lim to buy den back to bugis junction for dinner. We settle at pasta mania for dinner. Den after went for shopping awhile den wanted to go TCC but den full house den went to the Ritz Apple Strudel but den disappointed again. No more apple strudel liao only left wif durian so we decided not to have it. After tat went to have dessert but ah gu order the aleo vera(sorry i think i spell wrongly) she say not nice den i change wif her. Mine is honeydrew sago too much coconut liao....
I wan more outing man... Damn tired from studying liao need some break to relax man... Waiting for Shu Wei to book out and meet him... 6 more days for his first book out... Counting down.
Friday, July 18, 2008
7/18/2008 01:48:00 AM ;
Its 1.48am, i'm still awaking cos need to study STATS test haiz... Listening to music now randomly pick songs to listen... Currently playing 你很爱他 - F.I.R.飞儿乐团.其实你很爱他对我的惩罚说你没有想他谁可怜我吧我也没有借口只能放手不敢奢求你说爱我其实你很爱他他很温柔吗其实你很想他就说出口吧我也不想多说捂住耳朵不想再次听到你说你很爱他我最爱的人 - F.I.R.飞儿乐团I FALL IN LOVE我最爱的人在这个黎明时分你给的吻它洗清所有的泪痕我的灵魂I FALL IN LOVE我最爱的人一辈子不要转身你的认真它抚平所有的伤痕CAUSE I REALY FALL IN LOVEJust now check my exam schedule 20 & 25 Aug having exam liao. Damn fast man i gonna prepare for my exam if not i will fail... I wan pass my exam. Just aim for a pass can liao i don expect too much... Jia you everyone who is taking exam...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
7/16/2008 12:25:00 AM ;
Waiting for August to come cos got holiday in between. Damn restless for this week cos got many test. Just had my PACC (Principles of Accounting) on monday. Damn happy cos i won't be the lowest in my class liao haha :) cos i manage to tally my P&L and Balance Sheet man... N the qns 1 is 31 marks lo... n i manage to get it tat means i pass my PACC...Fri still got STATS retest as well as EC test man... Damn i need time to study. Den next monday still got ECONS CA2 haiz... Gonna jia you..I not running for POLY 50 liao cos no time to train haiz... Really no time man... Coming August is semenster exam really need to prepare now if not no time... I don wan to forward my modules man really... Pray hard man...I wonder how Shu Wei is doing man. Don know life in NS is like wat... Waiting for his first book out to listen to his story haha. Left Left Left Right Left haha...
Monday, July 14, 2008
7/14/2008 10:20:00 AM ;
Sian man now in class having ITAB lesson. Siansation so came to update my blog. Later having PACC CA 2 sia at 5.15 pm so late man... I wan to go jogging later oso can't.
Fri still got EC test as well as retest STATS CA sia... I need more time to study. I wan to do well in my test. Haiz next week got Econs CA 2. I wan to do well in this paper cos i fail last paper. Need to buck up more liao... I don wan to flunk my econs paper again...
Wish me good luck ba for my upcoming paper. Jia you for those having test 2. As well as her. Jia you for ur presentation n test.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
7/09/2008 09:01:00 PM ;
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You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.The right job for you:
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You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.WOW damn accruate man... You can try it on urself: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspxI skip my training today as i not feeling too well. Went to meet maggie den after that went back to SP den on the way back thinking should i go for training or not. Den reach SP, body feel very weak feel likr no energy den decided not to go liao... So went home to rest...Haiz mood for this week have been feeling quite down due to the CA paper. Haiz i blamed myself for not putting in enough effort. I will jia you de for my upcoming CA. I won't give up so easily. Will fight till the end... Lets jia you ba everyone...Monday, July 07, 2008
7/07/2008 07:54:00 PM ;
Feeling damn sad now. Becos i fail my econs paper and i'm the only 1 in my class who fail lo... So damn pai seh man. I blame myself for not putting in enough effort... Really i don know how to face anyone now... Losing my concentration and i can't really concentrate on my studies. I don know y tis happen not becos of her now, is just tat i can't concentrate. I really need to buck up now. I DON WAN TO FORWARD MY MODULE PLS....Today when i passby clementi ITE memories flash back. I damn miss those days during my ITE. Be it Nitec or Higher Nitec i just miss those days we have. Carefree and fun that the words i describe my ITE life. I miss everyone in my ITE days....
Next week i got PACC CA and STATS retake and the following i have Econs CA 2. I really need to have preservance and concentration now... I need to find them back now...Friday, July 04, 2008
7/04/2008 01:45:00 AM ;
Its 1.45am and i still not sleeping yet. Morning still have class. Just got back my PACC test which i'm quite lucky to pass although is just pass. I thought i will fail but managed to just pass the test. Lucky man if not going to retest. I hate retest. Just now Talson told me that his whole cohort is going to retake STAT test due to 1 of the lecturer actually release the answer to the students. Tat y his whole cohort is going to retake STATS test. Wat jokes man... But i guess i oso going to retake my STATS cos i done really badly even though my lecturer haven given us our paper yet. I know my limits... Tat y i say tat...
Lets not talk abt studies. Went for Adventure Club training on wed. Super tough lo need to train for the Poly 50 run. Which is 7 guys and 3 gals in a team n each person take turn to run 200m which need to complete 50 rounds. Damn tiring lo... Run halfway like wan to faint like tat cos i still recovering from my flu. But i still continue to run as i don wan to let my team down. Need to train more tougher. Now my muscle aching lo. Can't exercise as i need to let my muscles recover den continue my Poly 50 training.
Going to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz now...
