A couple of hours later, I will start my battle again. And it will be the 2nd week of school. Why i say battling start again is becos everytime i go class, its like a battle for me. Cos my classmates are all very strong in their studies. As for me, i don know WHY man. I wan to work hard this sem but kinda lazy man. I'm been slacking for the past 1 year n I still slacking. I don know y man? I just lack of discipline.I'm just not quite like i used to be.... I'm losing myself. I don know who m i now??? Confusion mood.

Its a new academic year 2009/2010 for me. Today is the brand new start for poly students. Dead shit kinda start stressing abt studies liao... First day of school can really feel the stress coming. Even my classmates feels it too.

Kinda scared of this sem cos i still got macroeconomic again but this time round is macroeconomic analysis I. Need to do country report sia... Need to do research n come up with country report. Damn hard when i first hear it man.... Other modules i have are Fundamental to Finance (FF), Financial Accounting (FA), Financial Market & Institution (FMI), Customer Relation Management (CRM), Etiquette & Professional Image (EPI) n also Report Writing and Presentation Skill (RWPS) hope i can exempt this module man... Den i got extra time to study plus doing project. Cos i now working part time n oso studying. Have to juggle both things well.

Like someone say "You should have save last time" and i will remember this sentence. I don wan to blamed my parents for not teaching us to save or watever. I just blamed myself. And as for now, I going to work double or triple hard than others. If next time i start a family and have children, i will definitely teach my kids the importance of money and saving.

Oh my god!!! Few more hours and i'm official 2nd year student of SP. Sian time fly so fast. One academic year pass so fast. Was working for this whole week only fri is my off day n i didn't get to rest oso... Sian lo fri someone put me aeroplane again. Previously i was putting ppl aeroplane now retribution i guess haha... Den the person who put me aeroplane will kena her retribution de n the cycle go around haha...

My classlist is out and to my surprise is OMG!!!! Alot of surprises after seeing the class list haha... But heng not same class wif one free loader guy. Cos he everytime project nv contribute den come to presentation so powerful. Everyone in the class hates him sia... Luckily i took the specialisation not same wif him. But poor my another classmate same class wif him. Confirm will stick to him when project groups de haha....

Sian diao wed i think i need to stay back in school cos i need to reclone my whole sp program. Last time i went to HP services centre n they reformat the whole laptop for me n my sp program dual boot all gone sia... Need to reclone again sian :(

Its been quite awhile since i last blog. Alot of things happenend n i guess i won't mention it all over here, if not this post gonna to be damn freaking long.

Finally my laptop is out of hospital care liao.... But now is my desktop got problem need to have some medication, maybe need some brainwash den can solve. Recently, quite alot of my friends are having their 21th birthday party. What so big deal abt 21 sia y need to celebrate so grand for some ppl. Its just a normal day wat so big deal abt it sia....

Results have been out last few weeks back. I expected wat i get already so i won't be too surprised to see it haha... Wat i can say is tat result is very very de bad... But luckily did not forward any module and is allowed to continue in the studies. heng man if not i going to die liao cos i really don wan to forward any module becos is year long module.

Its really hard to balance things. Be it studies, relationship, work, family and friends. Its really hard. I try my very best to balance it well but i guess i mismanage it well. Time is always not enough for a person to do watever he like... I once ask a friend how to balance all the things, she say its hard to balance things well, no one can do tat de.... There will always be things u have to give up in order to have another things. Just like in economic terms, opportunity cost. You have to forgone something in order to gain another.