Sunday, August 31, 2008
8/31/2008 12:34:00 PM ;
Going for this run later. Didn't have enough rest man because this morning 3 plus am den reach home cus chatting wif my sec sch @ westmall de macdonald till 3 plus den go home. Had alot of catch up wif them.
The hungry ghost festival has finally over. Yeap can very late go back home liao if not will kena nag again. N oso i can go out late at night liao without nagging anymore. So fast Sep is approaching. Left 1 month plus holidays. Think i nv enjoy myself enough because i need to work. Work = $$$. $ = overseas trips wif my friends. Haha
Look like later going to rain man. If raining, i don know wan to run or not... No mood to run oso si bei tired le....
Suddenly, i kinda miss someone. n u should know who i referring to. Don know how have she been lately. Kinda of miss the feeling tat i used to when i wif her. N oso taking 963 home after sending her home. Miss everything abt her. Maybe i not worthy to be wif her? Tat y nv ..........
Forget wat i say. Life still need to move on no matter wat. If 有缘, we will still be together de....
Will update later when i back or i'm free. cya
Thursday, August 28, 2008
8/28/2008 11:56:00 PM ;
Finally i got employed. Actually today got 2 interview de 1 in the morning another 1 is afternoon. But den i got employed in the 1st interview so i nv go the 2nd one. Actually wanted to start work tml but den they ask me can start work immediately, den LL lo... Wake up so early den go back might as well work. So i agreed.
Mis-interpretation can lead to mis-understanding. Tat wat happen to li jia n an qi. Don know wat happen to them. Ah gong don be so childish liao... wan to break friendship. Ah gong, fate bring us altogether. We must learn to cherish each other and not quarrel till wan to break friendship.
Too tired. Me going to sleep liao. Tml still need to work. Nite
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
8/27/2008 01:32:00 AM ;
Just change my blogskin. I quite like it. Its 1.32 am fuck man wanted to go out wif my friends de cos they driving den wan me to go rounding wif them. But my dad don allow me to go out at this hour. sux man....
Went for the 2nd interview, i failed the interview cos its getting tougher n tougher. The interviewer ask abt analytical thinking and ask me to give him some examples sia. I totally don know how to answer lo... I failed this part tat y nv get selected for the job. Forget it but i learnt some important lesson through this interview. I will try harder next time.
Receive 1 email is regarding Y-Camp in Dec. I considering whether participate or not. Don know got time ma cos i going to work harder for my Economics in Sem 2 cos i done badly in Sem 1. I don wan to forward my Economics module.
Nike Plus Human Race is on this Sunday. I need time to prepare.
Monday, August 25, 2008
8/25/2008 10:36:00 PM ;
Finally all my paper is down... Time for work n relaxation... No need to be bother with studies for the time being yeah.... Today paper Economics i guess i flunk my paper ba cos some question need to use diagram to explain n i anyhow draw don know correct or not... I just do my very best for this paper.... After exam went to town wif my classmates as well as to get some DIY stuff for Jia qian present. As u all know my arts i always sucks de so i need Li jia's help haha... Hope she don reject me haha...Sian tml going for 2nd round interview need to wake up early cos tml interview at 8am so early man... Hope i got the job haha... Sunday still got NIKE Plus run. Still haven train sia i die liao.... Confirm lost sheng yang de haha...I guess i shall end here need to catch some rest tml need to wake up early. Nite all will update again....
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
8/20/2008 09:42:00 PM ;
Wa FUCK sia... I think i flunk my PACC exam man... No enough time to complete the paper. My P&L net loss very ridiculous lo.... haiz den my balance sheet no time to complete sia... Damn fucked up... Last qns weightage so high 60 marks sia den my mcq somemore nv complete finish lo thought got time to go back time den in the end no time sia.... FUCKED....After exam my friends come school n fetch me den drove me to vivo to find his friends. Recently i been eating quite alot sia.... I'm a big eater now haha.... Went to harbour front to eat den find friends den after tat he drive us to chinatown for dinner sia. Den i now back home for dinner 2... Damn ate so much sia.... Maybe later we go rounding, oso going to eat supper haha... Broke sia nowadays...1 more paper to go....
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
8/19/2008 04:28:00 AM ;
Its 4:28 AM in the morning and i still not sleeping. Wat am i doing? Busy mugging for exam man. PACC exam is on wed do my last min revision sia... I'm always last min de... Don know y haha... Heard from my classmates tat FOM is damn freaking hard. Luckily i don need to take man if not die die die....To li jia:Pray for me again ok cos i having exam soon. hahaTo someone: (don know if u will see it but is for u.)
I wonder how have u been? Long time nv contact u liao. Hope u r fine. Ur exam must be over soon ba... Feel like msging u but den scare tat i'm disturbing u cos i don know when is ur exam finish. Must take care den....Friday, August 15, 2008
8/15/2008 11:53:00 PM ;
Just wan to make a quick post here. This morning accompany my classmates for an interview before our test. We make it on time man. Alright at Dover station and we run our hearts out just to reach the classroom on time. And we make it man finally the lecturer haven start showing the video. Its a listening test which show a video and we have to answer qns. Haiz i think i flunk man... Just too hard for me.
Went jogging in the late afternoon cos i was watching the olympics table tennis women semi final. And Singapore make it to the final to compete wif China. China definetely will win the Gold medal de.Wish all those having exam now all the best. Especially wan to wish her all the best in your exam. Don give urself too much stress. Good luck to all...Wednesday, August 13, 2008
8/13/2008 10:25:00 PM ;
Today had MS Word ICA Test. Quite easy i guess. I managed to complete all in a breeze ba... 3 more exam to go. 1 will be on this fri, next week 1 n the following last paper. Den i can go work liao....Tml going for an interview don know wat job. Just now the person call and ask me to go for an interview tml. I guess i won't pass the interview ba cos i sux at interview. I saw this interesting post at my livejournal. The post is about "If you could invent one thing and make it a reality, what would it be? Why?" I saw some interesting answer. Some wan to invent teleporter, Soulmate Searcher, perpetual motion device, money tree, time machine. Tat wat i wan to invent haha... Because if i got time machine i wan to turn back the time to 14 March 2008. Tat the day i won't forget de. I hope she wouldn't too.So wat will u invent?
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
8/12/2008 01:12:00 AM ;
To someone: I know u read my blog. If i wrote anything in the past tat might affect ur reputation. I hereby sincerely apologies to u. I'm not been scarastic here. Please don't misinterpret it. N also wat i wrote is just my personal thought. Wat others thinks i can't control. U might think that you are still u. N i nv denied tat. U r still u. Sometimes we ourselves can't see the changes in us but others can. And finally wish u all the best in ur exam ba.____________________________________________________________________
Happy Birthday to Sheng Yang, Li Jia n Belle. Just now went to celebrate their birthday but 2 bad sheng yang couldn't come. So only got li jia, belle, lai qing, kiwi, ah gu, jia qian n me went to dragon gate to eat.... Super full can shouldn't have order the big ee mian... Haha sheng yang rate the present 8/10 sia haha... So happy cos i design de... To ah gu, i know ur design is good ok... at least sheng yang rate me 8/10 le haha...I feel very troubled n stress for the past few days due to some work. I will find some ways to settle de cos is like they kept pressuring me sia... I feel much relax when i went out wif u guys just like ytd. Make me laugh alot sia till i can't digest haha...Went to kino last few days n i saw 1 interesting book which state "If you had one hour to live n could only make 1 phone call, who would you call?, Wat would u say? n Why are you waiting?" In the book it oso say this "You will be remembered most, not from your accomplishments in life, but for how well you lived & how much love you carried in your heart. Treasure the gift of life"What the author is writing i really admire. I will buy that book someday cos it really touched me when i was reading the book. N guess wat, the author's husband died n she published this book using their dairies which her husband wrote. Really touched me alot.Sem 1 is going to end soon.... Which mean semenster exam is coming n yet i still not prepared. My sis is worrying for me yet i still heck care sia.... Think i going to prepare these few days if not is really 2 late. My sis pinned all the hopes on me n i can't disappoint anyone. I going to work extra harder than usual. Thanks for those who encourage me. Jia you to everyone taking exam soon.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
8/10/2008 01:10:00 AM ;
I'm under tremendous STRESS which I think I can't take it anymore... I going crazy soon. Please help me. Someone is pressuring me way too much.... I really can't take it anymore.... Once again, I think i make another wrong decision. Y am i always making the wrong choices or decision. Y can't i learn from my mistake? I really don know y.... Last time i yearn for luxury life but not now anymore. I just think tat even life is simple oso can be happy de... Y people choose luxury life which more stress you have to handle as well as other factors. Y can't life be simple n happy to live? I just wan my life to be happy wif no much stress for me to handle. Right now, i really under tremendous stress. Study, work and other things. I really can't handle it anymore. I going crazy soon really....
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
8/06/2008 11:36:00 AM ;
Damn shit.... I drop my lappy n i broke my lappy.... Xin tong man my lappy got 1 hole sia.... Think when i got the money i will buy new lappy.... Gonna change to SONY VAIO. Damn envy my classmate got SONY VAIO lo.... I going to get that someday haha...Ytd went jogging after school so long nv jog den now got muscles ache sia... Den reach home rest awhile den sleep till this morning then wake up. Super tired after some running...Today SPA got POLY 50. Jia you all hope u all will win the race....
Monday, August 04, 2008
8/04/2008 10:58:00 PM ;
Life has always not been good for me since i left ITE. Did i make the correct decision? I myself oso don know. Today got back my ECONS CA2 paper as well as CD Personal Reflection Report. Shocked once again and oso damn lucky cos i thought i will fail my ECONS again but to my surprise i pass n is just pass. Damn heng lo. Thanks god and oso li jia who pray for me haha... Thanks....Today had CD CIP presentation, wanted to pon de but in the end i still go. Haiz overall still ok la for the presentation but my personal reflection report haiz sad to say just pass as for my classmates all get so high marks. I nv expect to get so low le cos i wrote the story damn touching lo... But nv help me haiz quite disappointed man... wat i always expect nv happen just like me n her. I always thought i stand a chance even though the chance may seem very very very slim. But i willing to try just not her haiz... Wat can i do??? Just like wat li jia told me during ITE days she treated me but ever since we came to poly. Things totally changed. Ur attitude towards me TOTALLY changed. which i told u before u have change yet u still don wan to realised it. Maybe i just deceiving myself. How long m i going to deceiving myself? I guess its time up for me liao ba... Just wat u wrote before. Once a scar there always a scar. N u know wat i have already got the scar. N is too deep. DO u know tat! I guess u don know de la.... Anyway, if u happen to read my blog, do take care of ur leg, i know u got swollen leg rite. Take care n jia you for the coming exam.我只好离你远远!Haiz... Gonna prepare for exam liao. Presentation is all over and next week i got ITAB Word ICA and EC listening test before the mid-session test is up. Gonna start revising if not i going to fail my module which i don wan la... I still got alot alot of work to catch up cos for my ECONS rite combine CA 1 n 2 i still fail man... The upcoming CA 3 weightage is 20% lo... So really need to buck up liao.... August is a busy month for me. Alot of event coming up Poly 50 n national day is this week... Next week test, den following week is exam. Jia you everyone...
Sunday, August 03, 2008
8/03/2008 12:51:00 PM ;
I think i will always live in the shadow of urs.
Friday, August 01, 2008
8/01/2008 12:51:00 AM ;
STUPID, FOOLISH & USELESS.
These are the 3 words i describe myself. Very sad now. I don know y maybe after hearing wat my friend told me. Kinda sad after hearing wat she told me abt. Walking down the road aimlessly. I don know where to go, wat to do. (unfinished post). Will continue when i have the mood to write.
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Just reach home cos went to work. Sheng yang ask me to replace him de. Wa lao Singtel cut cost again. From 6 ppl cut to 2 ppl sia... Slash so many ppl n make us so busy. Haiz...
I got back my EC test marks man and guess wat i pass haha... I thought i will fail man. At least i pass haha... Thanks God.... But my mood still not back to normal yet... Still feeling kinda sad after wat she told me abt it... My mood completely sux after she told me in msn man. No mood to do anything after hearing it even though my friend say nth actually. But den, its really hurt me man.
All this while, she has been treating me like a fool. I'm just a fool to u maybe. I hate myself for trusting u. I damn hate myself....
