After so many years, i came to realize. I should have this belief in my mind but sometimes its drifting further than i thought... And now i back to square one and i won't be repeating it again.... I hate the feeling of being holding up high n then drop down like hell the next moment... I really hate it man... And i gonna say i won't bother u anymore.

In life, there are so much things to achieve and i going to achieve them one by one....

Oh my god man.... My mood now is totally slack man. Its the 2nd week of holidays and i not yet even started my revision for MST. I just don have the mood to revise man. I don know y. Just feel like sleeping whenever I am at home. Cos u know during school days i hardly stay at home; beside school and i still need to work. Tat y i hardly stay at home. But now i m having holiday plus no schedule for work might as well stay at home to rest, damn lazy to go out even though friends chio me out but i just plain lazy to get my ass out of my bed haha....

Recently quite a few events happen. Last week went back to school to help out for the YES event. Den ask ah gu to accompany me to PC show cos i wan to buy keyboard. Den chat abt a few issue which makes me feel that our character are just stubborn.

Tml got SMART camp but i giving a miss even though i paid 5 bucks for the camp already. Cos i wan to study for MST (tat a bullish excuse i know) haha just treat it as i donate to charity ba haha...

I wan to congratz someone who is Jia Hui for been attached now. So i no need to help u matchmake liao ar... (Don't know if u will read my blog ma but if happen u read my blog i really sincerely wish u de)

Shall end here ba cos i need to study for CRM. Shall update when i free.

Will this equation be coming true someday??? I really have no idea.... I hope its will happen 1 fine day out of the blue... Haha den i will be Mr Happy again haha...

Recently got quite alot of equation need to be remember. Cos Macroeconomic analysis got damn hell alot of equation need to be understand n know how to apply. Haix sian la...

Finally all done... Has been a real hectic week for me cos of the deadlines for projects and presentation. Thursday night rush out my portfolio till 3 plus 4 am and in the end i think i done quite badly for my portfolio as compared to my friend 1. He so detailed for his portfolio. Haix...

I can finally call for a break cos ITS MY HOLIDAYS NOW!!! But i can't rest too much man cos need to go for SMART event, camp and every wed got project discussion in school man sian... Need to work oso.... Shit man today got someone call me to promote Singtel new launch campaign, i really wanted to work but all crash wif my SMART event sia... Haix den bo bian reject the job offer. Damn sian la left a bad impression again...

I always care for my image n reputation. Reject the offer and my mood been low since den... Haix... Today in school walk past a few student n heard them asking a question which is "Will u care if ur other partner earn more $$$ than u??? Den i ask my friend n he answer he don mind cos love has no flaw.... Haha den he ask me back n i replied i will work 2 job haha... Maybe i care too much abt ability. Cos i do really care abt how outsider see me... I always strive for perfection but i know in reality there's no perfectionist. I mind how others see me.

Oh ya i just change my phone again which is last Sunday. Bought E71 black steel. Now i got 2 phone. Experia n E71. Haha