Monday, May 25, 2009
5/25/2009 10:09:00 PM ;
IT'S REALLY OMG
The environment is so so so tense up man..... I kinda feel more stress than before. I don know what m i doing... Am i plain lazy or wat??? I really don know... I like nv contributed anything to my groups.... I feel really bad abt it man.... Deadlines are approaching and i half way or less than that..
Where has the last time yuande went???? I really don know who i m now??? I losing my identity which i myself don know who i m now???
Lost and helpless
Sunday, May 17, 2009
5/17/2009 08:00:00 PM ;
Perfection is something that everyone strives for, yet no one achieve it. It's really hard to balance everything. Time is always the factors that affect it. I wish time can pause awhile to let me breadth alittle.
Projects are piling up like hell... MAI country report, RWPS & CRM report plus presentation, FMI 2 reports, EPI portfolios plus MST is coming soon... Sian la.. Work & studies is like never ending for me... Last thursday had MAI CA 1. Thanks god i pass man 100 marks n i secure tat 5% CA. Heng man... I gonna do well this economics this sem. I don wan to get a D- for economics anymore....
Friday, May 08, 2009
5/08/2009 12:46:00 AM ;
Is STRESS that ppl give themselve or the environment pressured it till one feel stress? Living in this society is so stressful. Everyone are competing wif each other. And u just can't fall behind.
My life have been a very stressful n hectic for me. I think i can't hold any longer. Study, work, study and work again its like never ending. I don know wat i pursing from this point of time really...
Who can tell me how to earn more $$$ cos i in need of $$$. Its like $4200 lo all becos of that stupid oversea cultural exchange to Japan which tempt me so much. At first i not so tempted. All becos of my clique most of them are going lo... N i really don wan to take Corporate Finance next sem alone la... Haix...
MAI is giving me a headache sia... Next week got CA 1 somemore. Plus country report n presentation are dueing soon. And yet the raw data still not out yet sian diao lo... The imcompetance of my school biz library staff say system down so can't provide us wif the data we requested. sux thumb la...
Due to the patethic 2 CCA points i got, i decide to join SMART n NCC in SP. Hope I got in for SMART cos everytime got alot of activities which can join to gain more CCA points. My friends CCA point distinction liao lo... Siao man so active in CCA...
Friday, May 01, 2009
5/01/2009 01:37:00 AM ;
我好难过!
Recently, quite alot of things happened. Be it in school or work or even personal matter. I just feel damn bloody sad which i really don know wat other people are thinking now. Why can't they give another chance?
Ytd i went to work. Then boss and my other colleagues told me wan to say goodbye to someone or not. Den i reply don wan cos i don know who the someone is... And in the end when i saw the someone, i totally shocked man... Is becos the someone is another colleague of mine which i can say i quite close to him which i enjoy working wif him whenever he is around. And quite alot of the ppl working there don like him. I just don know why??? And boss just fired him. Feel quite sad for him sia cos he is from china and now his agent is finding some temp room for him to stay before sending him back... I just don know wat Singaporean are thinking.... Imagine if u r going to oversea to work and the country that u are going to despice u. How will u feel??? I just feel pity for him... :(
Back to school stuff. Its the end of week 2 n next week is week 3. Coming week 7, i need to hand up a country report on Singapore. And i'm struggling for MAI. Totally no confidence for this module man... Cos is macroeconomic analysis which is more in depth as compared to macroeconomic. More formulas than usual. Got open book test for this module but wat i heard is harder. Sian diao la.... Wat more sian de is I apply for exemption for Report Writing Presentation Skill fuck sia kena rejected. Not approved. Totally sian diao lo... New updated timetable is shitty... Fri totally not break at all from 11am - 4pm no break sia... Damn shitty.
I planning to go oversea alone in june. Maybe going to tioman for a short break for snorkeling n relaxing alone. Maybe after SP Adventure Club Camp which fall on the 29 May to 31 May ba. Den after which i will go tioman for a short break in june.
